i dont know why

Mar 17, 2005 13:40

I dont really know why im writing in this thing. at all. Part of me feels like its me being super righteous and saying hah hah! fuck you im doing awesome. But more of me wishes i could help those still suffering.
it feels like im on this little island of "ok" and everyone i used to know is drowning around me and all i can do is just hide my eyes, and my heart.

it hurts.

When i was shooting up heroin, it never really hit me that it was... like.. a big deal
it still seams like it was just another drug.
But people are dieing... YOU'RE FUCKING DIEING.

if anyone knows how jared chambers is... id like to know...
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