Update!
Wow, it's be almost a year since I've been on this site.
Everything has changed and I mean that in the best way possible.
I have had a boyfriend (yes!--me, the ultimate pessimist has a boyfriend) since June of last year. He is amazing and he makes me feel like the only girl in the world.
I am not longer anorexic (which I was--for those few who didn't know). It was very hard then, I was really deep into it, and Chelsee was close to telling my parents. Then, I just stopped. I became more attached to D and that time just kind of closed out. I wouldn't part with my diet pills until December, though. I confessed to D about my eating disorder last summer and he helped me take them to a dumpster. I know that's lame, but it kind of bolted the door on that miserable time of my life.
What else...
I smoke a lot of pot. A lot. Everyone does here. But I don't really drink that much, I don't really know why.
I don't watch Dawson's Creek. A year ago, I would have been completely shocked, but it really doesn't bother me.
I can drive.
I have gotten really into Photography. I am a serious dark room junkie.
I still hate math and science.
I am still a perfectionist.
Most of all, though, I have lived. I don't think I could honestly have said that a year ago.
Everything has changed and I mean that in the best way possible.
I have had a boyfriend (yes!--me, the ultimate pessimist has a boyfriend) since June of last year. He is amazing and he makes me feel like the only girl in the world.
I am not longer anorexic (which I was--for those few who didn't know). It was very hard then, I was really deep into it, and Chelsee was close to telling my parents. Then, I just stopped. I became more attached to D and that time just kind of closed out. I wouldn't part with my diet pills until December, though. I confessed to D about my eating disorder last summer and he helped me take them to a dumpster. I know that's lame, but it kind of bolted the door on that miserable time of my life.
What else...
I smoke a lot of pot. A lot. Everyone does here. But I don't really drink that much, I don't really know why.
I don't watch Dawson's Creek. A year ago, I would have been completely shocked, but it really doesn't bother me.
I can drive.
I have gotten really into Photography. I am a serious dark room junkie.
I still hate math and science.
I am still a perfectionist.
Most of all, though, I have lived. I don't think I could honestly have said that a year ago.