Mar 23, 2010 00:59
I think I'll post a little sumpin' sumpin' before I go to bed.
So...I did my Disney orientations this weekend. Saturday, I did Traditions, the general Disney stuff. Then Sunday, I did the Typhoon Lagoon orientation. I'm scared of what I'm allowed to share, so if you want details, call me or sumpin'. But...a...let's see...Traditions was at Disney University. It was eight hours of mainly classroom stuff. Mickey Mouse showed up and gave us our name tags, so that was pretty magical.
Typhoon Lagoon orientation was fine. It was classroom stuff mixed with a tour of the park. I'm looking forward to it. Should be a good time.
Other than that, I've mainly been working on school. Done a little stressing. It's going fine though.
Watched Precious. Great acting; gruesome movie.
Right now I'm just working on my mindset: reforming it to become exactly what God wants it to be. I realize I have a lot of pride. WHAT?! CHRISTIAN HAS PRIDE!? HE'S ONLY DISCOVERED IN NINETEEN OTHER BLOGS! Funny, all these repeat epiphanies. But pride, mixed with a low self image, mixed with anxiety, can leave me with some pretty awful days. They must be replaced with humility, confidence, faith, and most of all love. Not my version of love, which is mainly for self gain and is impatient and quick to disappear. I want God's love, the kind that is filled with compassion, patience, forgiveness, and a boatload of humility, no matter what the situation. That's something you all can pray for.
Uh...this weekend has been sort of soul deadening. Go to orientation-come home-eat food-sit at computer - play piano-go to bed, next morning go to orientation-come home-eat food-sit at computer-play piano-go to bed, this morning-go to school-come home- eat food
So at this point I was like "I will murder my own head if I don't have any sort of human interaction. Thankfully I got to hang out with Pat and John some tonight. We did a little spiritual debating...my favorite thing.
This is my cycle of debating:
1/3 through and I'm pondering my ideas and listening to their points
2/3 through I am entrenched in my own views and blindly thinking up counterpoints
3/3 through and I forget about the debate and just hope I'm not hated. Debates, no matter how civil and mature, feel like a fight. And I just want to be with friends! But they both hugged me and reassured me I didn't lose their love.
Shoulder tension. Lodging presentation tomorrow. Need to cut my hair. Will be leading biblestudy tomorrow. More Disney University this weekend. Going to bed. Unconscious.