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hey guys, guess what.. i finally, finally got a car!!!!!!!! -gah- ain't it great. i'm lovin' it, entirely. i've been smoking more [cigs], which definitely isn't good, though i've laid off.. whatever else. i hate drugs, they destroy people, nothing more. fuck all that "having a good time" shit; if you can't "have a good time" being sober, you shouldn't be allowed to try to have a "good time" while fucked up on whatever else. personal opinion, of course. i'm not going all straightedge or anything, but when you're to the point of only doing whatever a supposed "little bit" which then turns to being trashed every fucking day, i'm sorry, but you're killing yourself without even realizing it and if you do realize it, you're just fucking stupid. yay for laura's drug rant, moving on? shall we? indeed. college is.. oh god
-rolls eyes- all i fight about with my parents, i guess. i don't want to stay local because i'm sick of their bullshit which we all know i am, i complain about them enough - i love them, i really truly do, i'm just tired of them trying to parent me, i'm beyond that now, and i'm ready to move on with my life, they just need to let go. i need a second job. i don't know how i'm going to be able to afford my car payments + insurance + gas every month on what i make now, especially once school starts and i'll have to alter my hours.. i need a late night waitressing job someplace, you know, some sleazy bar or something, where i can make a shitload in tips.. haha, right, but seriously, i need another job. -yawn- i'm done bitching for now. i've got a doctors appointment tmrw - physical whatever for college, joy. lets see if they point out anything wrong.. that'd just top off everything for me right now, ha, yea. ok.. goodnight, farewell, what have you. laters, all.
-rolls eyes- all i fight about with my parents, i guess. i don't want to stay local because i'm sick of their bullshit which we all know i am, i complain about them enough - i love them, i really truly do, i'm just tired of them trying to parent me, i'm beyond that now, and i'm ready to move on with my life, they just need to let go. i need a second job. i don't know how i'm going to be able to afford my car payments + insurance + gas every month on what i make now, especially once school starts and i'll have to alter my hours.. i need a late night waitressing job someplace, you know, some sleazy bar or something, where i can make a shitload in tips.. haha, right, but seriously, i need another job. -yawn- i'm done bitching for now. i've got a doctors appointment tmrw - physical whatever for college, joy. lets see if they point out anything wrong.. that'd just top off everything for me right now, ha, yea. ok.. goodnight, farewell, what have you. laters, all.