Aug 23, 2004 04:55
well, i took a long ass nap at about 8:00 and woke up at about 1:oo, so now it's like 5 in the morning and i'm wide awake. so now i'm sitting here depressed with nothing to do but fuck around online and smoke cigarettes. i've been thinking a lot about my relationship with jimmy and how it seems to have grown stronger since we haven't seen each other as much, now that i'm homebound. now every time i see him, i get the feeling kinda like when you first start dating someone. i still get giddy and get butterflies in my stomach. i know this sounds really cheesy, but i grow more and more in love with him day by day. for the first time ever i think i'm in a relationship that is going to work out and last a very long time. well i've spoke everything that's on my mind, so i'm out.