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WOW. it's been forever since i've updated..
christmas was really nice. new years went alright. sean got mad at me for laughing at vincents joke. so, as we were counting down.. sean walked away from me. but, around 1.. things got a little better. it makes me sad.. i really don't think im in love with him. i think i was in love with the fact i had a boyfriend. i just don't think relationships should hurt this bad. maybe i'm deserving of it, though?
christmas was really nice. new years went alright. sean got mad at me for laughing at vincents joke. so, as we were counting down.. sean walked away from me. but, around 1.. things got a little better. it makes me sad.. i really don't think im in love with him. i think i was in love with the fact i had a boyfriend. i just don't think relationships should hurt this bad. maybe i'm deserving of it, though?