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lying in bed. i don't know. i've been feeling alot lately. just everything. the verb, to feel. i hate being emotional and passionate over what's nothing to the next person. i live on hopes and dreams and high expecations for myself and others around me.
i had to practice a speech for the dreaded... well speech class. it's about my self image and i had to fill out this long survey about what i think about my worst flaw to trannies to my favorite sexual position, which actually helped. sometimes it's nice to just sit back and rethink everything that makes you, you.
alina was here all weekend. i lover her but her presence makes me not study. at all. biology is going rough. when i say rough i mean rough. 55 on my last test. i try to expel it from my mind but i kindof know this will officially be my first summer in school, apparently this occupational therapy business is for serious.
life is okay. like i said i'm feeling again. though depressed, it's better than being numb. i used to be so numb. things are looking up from down here. i'm beginning to know where i'm at, basically.
i had to practice a speech for the dreaded... well speech class. it's about my self image and i had to fill out this long survey about what i think about my worst flaw to trannies to my favorite sexual position, which actually helped. sometimes it's nice to just sit back and rethink everything that makes you, you.
alina was here all weekend. i lover her but her presence makes me not study. at all. biology is going rough. when i say rough i mean rough. 55 on my last test. i try to expel it from my mind but i kindof know this will officially be my first summer in school, apparently this occupational therapy business is for serious.
life is okay. like i said i'm feeling again. though depressed, it's better than being numb. i used to be so numb. things are looking up from down here. i'm beginning to know where i'm at, basically.