like every other thanksgiving.
Every thanksgiving is usually the one and only day a year I sit and read through my livejournal. The teen angst is overwhelming. I was fucking retarded. And I still am.
I changed. Everyone changed. I don't want to grow up this fast.
Funny thing about change. I need change.
This all doesn't feel too hot.
My back is breaking. I'm in too deep.
This thing is like turning back time. It's like I built a time machine. Just for that one split second, everything is completely different and then I open my eyes and i'm back here on thanksgiving once again with nothing to do and bored out of my mind.
So bored, me and emily drove out to Caesar's Bay for a smoke and to laugh at people in tents outside of best buy on line.
So another year had past pretty much. Another year wasted.
Prom. Graduation. Lost friends. Gained friends. MISS FUCKING friends. WISHED I still had them in my life and could close my eyes and go back to those entries only this time longer than that split second.
-Ashley
I changed. Everyone changed. I don't want to grow up this fast.
Funny thing about change. I need change.
This all doesn't feel too hot.
My back is breaking. I'm in too deep.
This thing is like turning back time. It's like I built a time machine. Just for that one split second, everything is completely different and then I open my eyes and i'm back here on thanksgiving once again with nothing to do and bored out of my mind.
So bored, me and emily drove out to Caesar's Bay for a smoke and to laugh at people in tents outside of best buy on line.
So another year had past pretty much. Another year wasted.
Prom. Graduation. Lost friends. Gained friends. MISS FUCKING friends. WISHED I still had them in my life and could close my eyes and go back to those entries only this time longer than that split second.
-Ashley