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i hate this..
i have this awful feeling randomly. i had a good day too so i don't know why i have it.
it's like a feeling of being uncomfortable in my own skin sort of. like i'm losing my faith and my optimism. i'm petrified to lose all my friends, and turn into some cold, heartless bitch who will end up alone.
cause i'm turning into a terrible friend. a terrible person maybe. and that can't happen, cause i've always thought of myself as a pretty good person. and i'm losing my faith too. i hate this omg.
i just want to be happy, content laura again.
i'm just so worried that i'll lose everything and everyone that means anything to me..
i don't know what to do
♥
i have this awful feeling randomly. i had a good day too so i don't know why i have it.
it's like a feeling of being uncomfortable in my own skin sort of. like i'm losing my faith and my optimism. i'm petrified to lose all my friends, and turn into some cold, heartless bitch who will end up alone.
cause i'm turning into a terrible friend. a terrible person maybe. and that can't happen, cause i've always thought of myself as a pretty good person. and i'm losing my faith too. i hate this omg.
i just want to be happy, content laura again.
i'm just so worried that i'll lose everything and everyone that means anything to me..
i don't know what to do
♥