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wow not in a good mood.
i haven't been this way in like 5 months. i hate it too because i hate being upset. i'm never like this.
it's just a bunch of stuff. worried about italian final tomorrow, don't know whats going on tomorrow night.. and the 'lonely' thing is really getting to me.
i'm sick of being alone. when i say alone, i don't even nessecarily mean single. i mean okay thats mostly what i mean but even just a guy friend i can have. i miss josh a lot, and i don't really have a good guy friend right now.
i'm just alone. it's just me and no one else. i've got my girls, and they're always there and i know that. but i have no significant other. i thought i had gotten used to it, but it's starting to catch up with me. and it sucks even more when you NEED to cry over it, but can't. cause i don't cry. i just don't. except in sad movies or TV shows. i get angry instead of cry. so instead of "i think i'll go bawl now", it's "i think i'll got throw something huge at my wall." lol it sucks but i've always been like that. just cause i'm usually happy.
ahh i hate this. but kimie made me feel better =) thank youuu kimieee, love you hun ♥ she always seems to reassure me in one way or another which is why she is mah ghetto best friend yo. haha
well leave the comments ♥
i haven't been this way in like 5 months. i hate it too because i hate being upset. i'm never like this.
it's just a bunch of stuff. worried about italian final tomorrow, don't know whats going on tomorrow night.. and the 'lonely' thing is really getting to me.
i'm sick of being alone. when i say alone, i don't even nessecarily mean single. i mean okay thats mostly what i mean but even just a guy friend i can have. i miss josh a lot, and i don't really have a good guy friend right now.
i'm just alone. it's just me and no one else. i've got my girls, and they're always there and i know that. but i have no significant other. i thought i had gotten used to it, but it's starting to catch up with me. and it sucks even more when you NEED to cry over it, but can't. cause i don't cry. i just don't. except in sad movies or TV shows. i get angry instead of cry. so instead of "i think i'll go bawl now", it's "i think i'll got throw something huge at my wall." lol it sucks but i've always been like that. just cause i'm usually happy.
ahh i hate this. but kimie made me feel better =) thank youuu kimieee, love you hun ♥ she always seems to reassure me in one way or another which is why she is mah ghetto best friend yo. haha
well leave the comments ♥