Oct 28, 2005 13:05
oh my sin how great you are. but oh to the father thou art much greater. to took upon me but to look far beyond that wretchedness that makes up much of my character. how amazing your ways must be. i sometimes think i get them. but my actions show me otherwise and other eyes gaze upon that more often. to take the cup you offer and so strongly advise i drink is such a strong taste that i might not wait for the reward. oh my sin! lord please take me to you.
"if your sin is small then your God must be small. but if your sin is great, your God is huge." -charles spurgeon.
i am ready to go home. to georgia and to heaven. i am weary of my place here. my sinful desires and my shortcomings. and my separation from true beauty that is the face of the Lord. i also miss my bed and my solitude. i need time alone from time to time and i rarely get it these days. one side of me loves people but the other side of me longs to be silent and alone. to walk or ride somewhere i do not know. to not have a proposed arrival or return time and to breathe a few good times.
Jesus is so much then i remember Him. i reading the Gospel of John. and i can tell i needed it bad cause they don't seem so much like stories anymore. i lost my train of thought. cause jason had to check something,
i am gone here is some quote have a good day, leave a comment or something. i miss c.s. westbrook.
Of two evils, choose neither.
Charles Spurgeon