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Oct 07, 2004 10:26



DREAMS I have a lot of weird dreams and sometimes I wish I could understand what they mean. Sometimes I'll have dreams where Nam and I are laying down and he slowly fades away or we're sitting down talking and he'll fade away. I once had a dream that he proposed and we fell asleep but when I woke up (in my dream), he wasn't there and he never came back. Maybe it's my subconscious telling me that I think he's going to leave me even though I don't think I think that. I hate the nights I have those dreams. There's also ones where I'm getting attacked and I go to scream, but no sound comes out. I keep trying and trying but I can't seem to scream. It's like I'm so scared, I lose my ability to make a sound. Luckly I don't get these dreams a lot but I get them enough that I remember them and I hardly ever remember dreams (atleast for no longer then 5mins after I wake up). I'm sure everybody has weird dreams but I just wanted to write about mine. They really bother me. I don't know why they do, but yea.

Going to the outback tonight for my moms late birthday dinner. Last time I went there, I was with Nam and we pigged out on cheese fries so much, that we weren't hungry when our actual food came. Lol. Got to remember to get a half order instead of a full order.
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