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I spent my birthday in the most beautiful haze.
It was lovely, it was all so lovely. I felt free for a night, it rarely happens - it was such a gift. To be able to be in the company of such wonderful people ( including the ever fantastic `twin` of mine, Lisa - and the company of some old friends. ) It was magical. To most.. I would assume an evening out at a club is nothing worthy of notation, but oh for me it is. A night to feel like a princess, to feel loved and welcomed and warm - it hardly happens.
I danced. I smiled. I drank. I bathed in it all - and thought that there was hope. If I can be free of the cages for one night, why not spend more days in happiness? I'm getting there. I feel it. I wouldn't be this honest with you dear journal if I wasn't close.
Life will try and bring me down more as I approach true joy, I smell trouble a brewing - but I'm expecting it. The wheels are -finally- changing, changing for the better and for my future.
PS. I will soon have the link to my studio up.
Life is beautiful.
It was lovely, it was all so lovely. I felt free for a night, it rarely happens - it was such a gift. To be able to be in the company of such wonderful people ( including the ever fantastic `twin` of mine, Lisa - and the company of some old friends. ) It was magical. To most.. I would assume an evening out at a club is nothing worthy of notation, but oh for me it is. A night to feel like a princess, to feel loved and welcomed and warm - it hardly happens.
I danced. I smiled. I drank. I bathed in it all - and thought that there was hope. If I can be free of the cages for one night, why not spend more days in happiness? I'm getting there. I feel it. I wouldn't be this honest with you dear journal if I wasn't close.
Life will try and bring me down more as I approach true joy, I smell trouble a brewing - but I'm expecting it. The wheels are -finally- changing, changing for the better and for my future.
PS. I will soon have the link to my studio up.
Life is beautiful.