F*ck it
Inspired by group work, exploded with frustration.
I hate it when people claim to be serious about something then blame external factors for their failure. They blame their sickness, they blame their teachers, they blame the power cut, they blame favoritism and millions of who-know things. It is never their fault! It is never because of their habit of procrastination, it is never because of their succumb to entertainment, it is never their class skipping, it is never their lack of practicing and being forgetful about 1-sheet homework exercise, never ever! Yeah right~
They just need a dose of reality.
If studying is just a way of satisfying their parents, then ok, they can party all the way to the Moon and I don't give a damn. Just say it straight to my face: "Hey, I don't wanna do it! How about you do all the work and then I buy you lunch every 3 days?" and I'll gladly say yes. Damn, I don't even need the lunch thing, just tell me and I would rather have things went as I planned than fixing their 5-minute-word-diarrhea right before the deadline with my head ready to explode any moment because of anger.
But for me, it is my future, it is the only thing that I can actually manage, the only thing that I can show my family that I DO CARE. I. Fucking. Need. It. To the point that I stay awake to check the group assignment at 2AM with 38.5-C-degree-fever, that I, even in my sleep, keep reminding myself that "You are just allowed to be sick until the end of the day", that I rush to school at 7AM to finish the assignment that can't be completed because of the Internet cut-off. I'm not bragging about how a good student I am. I don't show off my degrees and GPA on public site (you know what I'm talking about :)). But determination can fix almost anything. And even if it fails, acceptance helps you improve.
In the end, they are just NOT THAT serious about it.