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Sunday, April 01, 2007
Regret is a word you use, when your afraid of change..
Current mood: blank
This blog is long over do. So much has changed over the course of the last 3 months..
About two months ago me and melissa (girl i was dating for 2.5 years) decided to hang up the boxing gloves and call it quits. At first i was angry/scared and among other things i felt that i had to be with her. Since then i feel that all was a learning experience and im glad it all happened the way it did, cause we were not perfect and i feel its beter this way. At the time i was regreting alot of things from the past but now i feel i regret nothing.
I now have been back in florida for about 5 days now. I had to go up to New Hampshire cause my grandmother lost her battle with cancer, so i was up there for about a week or so, in that week i met some cool people and really didnt want to come home. Now since im home im happy to be here and feel as this situation has showed me i need to be closer to my mother and burt and my uncles.
My father has turnt into a fucking price pretty much. He feels i am a fuckup now since i am not with Melissa and he is letting his wife control his judgements.. He wont even talk to me anymore since his wife wont let him, i hear from him maybe twice a month... but if he truly wanted to talk to me he would make an attempt..
I think when i can i will be getting some more ink done, i want to start a new piece on my other sholder.. I want it all to be my history.. Losses/gains/special memories, that genre..
My friends are nothing but amazing. If it wasnt for them lately i honestly dont know how i would be. They have helped me through all of this and i hope they an see how much i appreciate it
anyways its like 3 am. im out.
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Regret is a word you use, when your afraid of change..
Current mood: blank
This blog is long over do. So much has changed over the course of the last 3 months..
About two months ago me and melissa (girl i was dating for 2.5 years) decided to hang up the boxing gloves and call it quits. At first i was angry/scared and among other things i felt that i had to be with her. Since then i feel that all was a learning experience and im glad it all happened the way it did, cause we were not perfect and i feel its beter this way. At the time i was regreting alot of things from the past but now i feel i regret nothing.
I now have been back in florida for about 5 days now. I had to go up to New Hampshire cause my grandmother lost her battle with cancer, so i was up there for about a week or so, in that week i met some cool people and really didnt want to come home. Now since im home im happy to be here and feel as this situation has showed me i need to be closer to my mother and burt and my uncles.
My father has turnt into a fucking price pretty much. He feels i am a fuckup now since i am not with Melissa and he is letting his wife control his judgements.. He wont even talk to me anymore since his wife wont let him, i hear from him maybe twice a month... but if he truly wanted to talk to me he would make an attempt..
I think when i can i will be getting some more ink done, i want to start a new piece on my other sholder.. I want it all to be my history.. Losses/gains/special memories, that genre..
My friends are nothing but amazing. If it wasnt for them lately i honestly dont know how i would be. They have helped me through all of this and i hope they an see how much i appreciate it
anyways its like 3 am. im out.
11:59 PM - 3 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove