Laughter is the best medicine.
Been super stressed out. Didnt even realize how stressed out I was until tonight. My baby boy is in first grade. I went without work drama for about a month and now I have to go back into that work drama. I get texts everyday from coworkers about the drama that's going on. To be completely honest last night it completely overwhelmedme and yes I resulted in self harm to make up for those feelings. Tonight I was really on the verge of a serious breakdown. My best friend, my sister, my confidant called me back today. She really honestly truly helped me more then I ever thought I helped her. Running joke is now, "let me sterilize that blade with my tears". Also "do you want me to take the razor blades out of your bath soap so you don't cut yourself?" If you can't laugh at yourself then you have nothing. And yes I would like to use sterilized razor blades from your tears in my bar of soap. Staph infections suck. I love you bestie. I made it through the night because of you.