Jul 15, 2001 04:35
I need inspiration.....I need a muse....I would love it and pet it and name it George
Time is killing me
I watch it happen every day
I long for the rain to extinguish this intense burning inside of me
The urge to do something so right and good makes me feel like I'm going to implode
My mind keeps telling me for some reason that she doesn't really want me, she merely likes the idea of having me....
fucking jibberish
goddman red wine and active imaginations are a dangerous combination
why cant I change reality to suit myself?
the world is a hooker that's giving it away for free......
spit on me and treat me like shit and I'll eat it up like apple pie and ice cream.....
dont hate me cause I say it.
-AA