Plavlov's dog is humping my leg.......
How does one begin to chronicle his own life and times? I'm only 21 and yet I have enough stories to write a whole book.
I need leverage and leeway and a left handed ledger.
I have been in love and been love. I'm in love right now.
I have a woman who understand my insanity and appreciates it. She happens to have a 4 year old son, who is sleeping on a bed beside her. I want to be there for the both of them. I want to make sure that he's raised with some form of father figure around, I hesitate to call his biological father his father.
The part that amazes me the most about Jess is the fact that if she had to, she could do it all by herself. I've watched her balance school, Sean, work, her psycho father, and still find time for me. I've never seen such strength in someone who is only 5'1, 110 pounds. I can understand why she wants to go out more. The average 21 year old doesn't have to worry about packing teletubbies pajamas for a trip to the cottage.
I need that form of motivation in my life. I was talking with my friend about it all last night.
Their are two ways I've figured out to continue the lifestyle that I'm living right now.
1) Farmer. Live off the land, me and Jess and the kids barefoot and naked and all that jazz.
2) Writer. Involves alot of solitude and long nites like this. Which is fine by me, but how well will it blend into family life?
I need my own place, which means I have to get a job I might get shot doing. Oh well, where's the fun in living safe anyway?
-AA
I need leverage and leeway and a left handed ledger.
I have been in love and been love. I'm in love right now.
I have a woman who understand my insanity and appreciates it. She happens to have a 4 year old son, who is sleeping on a bed beside her. I want to be there for the both of them. I want to make sure that he's raised with some form of father figure around, I hesitate to call his biological father his father.
The part that amazes me the most about Jess is the fact that if she had to, she could do it all by herself. I've watched her balance school, Sean, work, her psycho father, and still find time for me. I've never seen such strength in someone who is only 5'1, 110 pounds. I can understand why she wants to go out more. The average 21 year old doesn't have to worry about packing teletubbies pajamas for a trip to the cottage.
I need that form of motivation in my life. I was talking with my friend about it all last night.
Their are two ways I've figured out to continue the lifestyle that I'm living right now.
1) Farmer. Live off the land, me and Jess and the kids barefoot and naked and all that jazz.
2) Writer. Involves alot of solitude and long nites like this. Which is fine by me, but how well will it blend into family life?
I need my own place, which means I have to get a job I might get shot doing. Oh well, where's the fun in living safe anyway?
-AA