rain

[asinine_asylum]

I allowed it to wash away many of my concerns tonite....

....yet it gave me so many more questions....

I keep reaching for her....she seems unwilling to take my hand
I need some form of emotion.......

unknowing
unwilling?

my hands stay cold from the long walk.....yet my mind is as warm as ever......things are beginning to take shape

I have the greatest thing of all time inside of me.....I cant force it out.....it needs to be nurtured and released when it's ready.....

I was fixing grammatical errors on billboard signs along my walk....the rain was cold, unforgiving.
It beat down on my neck which still remains chilled to the bone...

solace.
I am confused with my destination
I am the pondering wanderer, unsure of my resting place
I watch the death of my life take place every second.....
yet I can do nothing about it
this aggravates me, the clock torments my progress
it is ever mocking me with its quiet demeanor
I can feel its hands on my neck....the grip tightens
my sanity is rung out
like the rain that falls on my back.....
I will never conquer it....but I'll never stop trying....

-AA