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june 18
i guess today was pretty cool first we went to this one place and we were spose to go for a drive with a bunch of people but we didnt, we didnt have enough time because we hade to go to a baseball pincin so i could get another trophy. Well we were there i have alot of fun...we dumped people with cold ass water on these to gurls that were there, we also dumped people in the dunk tank....then i got my trophy and we just chilled with the two gurls,then i went home. Where we were to have a B.B.Q.,which was alot of fun. I went swimming then got my ass kicked by this dude cuz i was messin with my bro than ran my mouth him-we threw some hands(just playing but punching hella hard).he got like 20 hits on me i got like 12 on him. Then they played some pool and darts. I had a burger. Then went to my room to rite.Which im starting to do alot. Some more detailed like my last one(i did it today if i didnt put it in here i obviously didnt think i should put somthing that detailed out there)I guess i should do this every day cuz i guess it relieves some stress.
june 19
Today was iight i guess,but the nite was horrible i coundnt get to sleep. Well i woke up started to watch "meet the fockers" got board and went back to my room. saw my ma outside and went out to help her get the stuff out of the car for john for fathers day.So we gave him the stuff then my ma made breakfast I barly ate anything i think my ma got mad at me for that.Then i went to sleep for like an hour. got up and called my grand father to say happy fathers day. Talked to my nana for a little bit. Then we went to checkers to get a hose for the jetta then we went to the airport to get a ticket for nana to come out here(so i could go to new york) on the way home i had a bad ass attuitude and john said i needed to find what my problem was and fix it-how the fuck do you fix a fucking problem like the ones i think i have.....maybe im over reacting to my so called situation....when i got home i talked to katie for a lil bit.....she said shed save me some dinner. Got off the phone and had dinner-then i talked to my a for a lil bit.then stayed up all night for no apperent reason
june 20
If i gotta here one more time how happy john will be when my nana gets here im gunna break his fucking jaw and refuse to watch mari anymore.This is fucking rediculous, dont i fucking deserve a little bit of respect and a maybe a thank you for watching them. am i really that fucking bad that every one thinks i gotta get treated like shit.im the one that trys to not fuck up and be a pain.I cant stand his fucking attitude towards me. It fucked up. he tells me to lose my attitude - isnt ur attutude ur outlook on life
how am i spose to have a good attitude if my outlook on life is shitty. I fucking hate his attitude towards me and my ma doesnt do she about it. Fuck it i give the fuck up. fuck him. fuck his attitude. he can kiss my fucking ass.ya know what i think im asylum bound
i guess today was pretty cool first we went to this one place and we were spose to go for a drive with a bunch of people but we didnt, we didnt have enough time because we hade to go to a baseball pincin so i could get another trophy. Well we were there i have alot of fun...we dumped people with cold ass water on these to gurls that were there, we also dumped people in the dunk tank....then i got my trophy and we just chilled with the two gurls,then i went home. Where we were to have a B.B.Q.,which was alot of fun. I went swimming then got my ass kicked by this dude cuz i was messin with my bro than ran my mouth him-we threw some hands(just playing but punching hella hard).he got like 20 hits on me i got like 12 on him. Then they played some pool and darts. I had a burger. Then went to my room to rite.Which im starting to do alot. Some more detailed like my last one(i did it today if i didnt put it in here i obviously didnt think i should put somthing that detailed out there)I guess i should do this every day cuz i guess it relieves some stress.
june 19
Today was iight i guess,but the nite was horrible i coundnt get to sleep. Well i woke up started to watch "meet the fockers" got board and went back to my room. saw my ma outside and went out to help her get the stuff out of the car for john for fathers day.So we gave him the stuff then my ma made breakfast I barly ate anything i think my ma got mad at me for that.Then i went to sleep for like an hour. got up and called my grand father to say happy fathers day. Talked to my nana for a little bit. Then we went to checkers to get a hose for the jetta then we went to the airport to get a ticket for nana to come out here(so i could go to new york) on the way home i had a bad ass attuitude and john said i needed to find what my problem was and fix it-how the fuck do you fix a fucking problem like the ones i think i have.....maybe im over reacting to my so called situation....when i got home i talked to katie for a lil bit.....she said shed save me some dinner. Got off the phone and had dinner-then i talked to my a for a lil bit.then stayed up all night for no apperent reason
june 20
If i gotta here one more time how happy john will be when my nana gets here im gunna break his fucking jaw and refuse to watch mari anymore.This is fucking rediculous, dont i fucking deserve a little bit of respect and a maybe a thank you for watching them. am i really that fucking bad that every one thinks i gotta get treated like shit.im the one that trys to not fuck up and be a pain.I cant stand his fucking attitude towards me. It fucked up. he tells me to lose my attitude - isnt ur attutude ur outlook on life
how am i spose to have a good attitude if my outlook on life is shitty. I fucking hate his attitude towards me and my ma doesnt do she about it. Fuck it i give the fuck up. fuck him. fuck his attitude. he can kiss my fucking ass.ya know what i think im asylum bound