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i don't write much anymore.
i think about writing often.
sometimes i sit around, and i think to myself "i should write something".
but i don't.
sometimes i blame lisa for my laziness.
because she's like me in some ways.
and we let each other be inactive together.
i resent her passivity because she's not pressuring me
to be active.
i'm hypocritical.
i miss my jesus.
i go to church sometimes.
usually i don't.
i'm very cynical about christianity.
i mean, if you're a christian, it means you profess to love and follow jesus.
if you love jesus and follow him, then there's literally no possible way, literally, that you could be a conservative republican. So why are most professed christians conservative republicans?
There's things Jesus says. Things like "love your neighbor as yourself", and "sell everything you own and give all your money to the poor" and "live amongst the poor" and things that most christians don't care about. most christians just seem to care about whether or not you're gay or whether or not you're keeping your baby. Just looking for an excuse to tell you you're a sinner and have a reason to look down on you.
I know all people aren't like that. There are beautiful people who follow the words of Jesus as well as they can. I'm not one of those people. I'm just a cynic. Its easy to be cynical because it doesn't take any energy.
I want to go to New Orleans. For a weekend. or a week. or ever.
i think about writing often.
sometimes i sit around, and i think to myself "i should write something".
but i don't.
sometimes i blame lisa for my laziness.
because she's like me in some ways.
and we let each other be inactive together.
i resent her passivity because she's not pressuring me
to be active.
i'm hypocritical.
i miss my jesus.
i go to church sometimes.
usually i don't.
i'm very cynical about christianity.
i mean, if you're a christian, it means you profess to love and follow jesus.
if you love jesus and follow him, then there's literally no possible way, literally, that you could be a conservative republican. So why are most professed christians conservative republicans?
There's things Jesus says. Things like "love your neighbor as yourself", and "sell everything you own and give all your money to the poor" and "live amongst the poor" and things that most christians don't care about. most christians just seem to care about whether or not you're gay or whether or not you're keeping your baby. Just looking for an excuse to tell you you're a sinner and have a reason to look down on you.
I know all people aren't like that. There are beautiful people who follow the words of Jesus as well as they can. I'm not one of those people. I'm just a cynic. Its easy to be cynical because it doesn't take any energy.
I want to go to New Orleans. For a weekend. or a week. or ever.