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So grateful for all the love in my life. That really should be my mantra these days. Working for commissions has me obsessing about how much better I could be doing, but the truth is, I'm doing pretty great.
Neal was here last weekend. It was fantastic. :) I miss him like crazy now, but also being with Daniel is also fantastic in a different way. So I'm totally spoiled. The only thing better would be having them both in the same city so we don't have to plan our dates two months apart. And we're working on that part!
Work is emotionally difficult, but then, pretty much everything is for me. I'm at peace with that. I think I'm steadily getting better at my job, and I'm a big fan of the people I work with and for. And there are always new challenges, which I generally welcome, even when I'm complaining about them.
My friends are really great. I went out shopping with Li and Alison yesterday and we shopped for makeup and wine and it was lots of fun to get to just be super femme. I am working out some things in my head that seem to be closely tied with wanting to have a little more fun and not feel guilty about it. So buying hot pink eyeshadow and learning about the wines of the Rhone valley felt like a nice way to spend the afternoon.
That same part of my brain is also encouraging me to read more trashy novels. I'm excited about that.
Neal was here last weekend. It was fantastic. :) I miss him like crazy now, but also being with Daniel is also fantastic in a different way. So I'm totally spoiled. The only thing better would be having them both in the same city so we don't have to plan our dates two months apart. And we're working on that part!
Work is emotionally difficult, but then, pretty much everything is for me. I'm at peace with that. I think I'm steadily getting better at my job, and I'm a big fan of the people I work with and for. And there are always new challenges, which I generally welcome, even when I'm complaining about them.
My friends are really great. I went out shopping with Li and Alison yesterday and we shopped for makeup and wine and it was lots of fun to get to just be super femme. I am working out some things in my head that seem to be closely tied with wanting to have a little more fun and not feel guilty about it. So buying hot pink eyeshadow and learning about the wines of the Rhone valley felt like a nice way to spend the afternoon.
That same part of my brain is also encouraging me to read more trashy novels. I'm excited about that.