Lurve is in the air.
My sister Jennifer married her fiance of over a year on May 9th and I actually had a really great time being apart of it. The wedding was very small but it was nice and we all had a great time, especially at the after party. The after party consisted of family drinking beer and taking the occasional shot of whiskey. Watching my brother-in-laws play chess, watching sisters get there dance on to rappers ive never heard of and my parents, aunts, and uncles talk about good ol' days out in the patio.
Right after I came home from that I had two more finals and then Nothing else! Allright, I WISH i had nothing else but knowing me I had to pile on another job and get behind with this grant i'm applying for. I'm pretty nervous about this grant i'm going for. I've seen the footage I have for it many many times and I'm just disappointed each time. I know I can do better but I don't have the time or money to get another interview... hence me applying for a grant lol. Just have to make due and stop changing it!
Boys have been on the brain. Wait, when have they not?! Of course new boys come and go in my life and that seems to be happening a lot lately. Why? No idea, I'm not forcing any guy to talk to me, it just happens.
What I don't get is how men can be so simple minded and yet send out so many mixed messages. I'm sick of it.
I was talking to this guy who lived in San Marcos and we only went on two dates when he decided to tell me he thinks we want different things and how we could be good friends. I was fine with that, I love making new friends, I just wasn't fine with him trying to make out with me afterwards. You can't be friends and want to do stuff like that! I haven't heard from him since.
This past weekend I was at a friend's party and drinking was involved, although I didn't have too much to drink (4 beers to be exact) and there happened to be a guy there that I had a little crush on. He's had more than 4 drinks and we get pretty close (literally) and talk and even exchange numbers. It was all nice and it was even better when he would kiss my forehead and ask silly things. At the end of the night I asked if he wanted to do something before he left on a trip and he said yes. A few nights later I invited him out to hang out with me and friends and he had to say no, work was the priority of the night. But when I saw him yesterday at a event, he didn't really talk to me, or act in a manner that would make me think he was interested. What happened? Did beer make his dick think for him therefore allowing him to be flirty and cute with me? And is that the ONLY time I'm going to witness him be like that with me? If so, I'm not on board with that, at all. I can't make all the moves and I can't put myself out there for him or anyone else.
Oddly enough the night before last as a friend and I were at a bar, a guy came up to me and said he knew me. He then explained to me how he knew me through my friends John and Julian. We got to talking and he seemed nice. My friend kept on pushing him to go see COFFY with us the following night. So last night we all saw the film and him and I ended up drinking coffee at Epoch and stayed until 5am. It was a nice night and I'll see him again soon. As for Tony and me, I don't know. He's looking into going to grad school and starting his own business. He's just trying to figure out what to do next in his life and that may take time. I have time but I'm also not waiting for anything big to happen.
Back to work for me and then perhaps a drink with friends. :)
Right after I came home from that I had two more finals and then Nothing else! Allright, I WISH i had nothing else but knowing me I had to pile on another job and get behind with this grant i'm applying for. I'm pretty nervous about this grant i'm going for. I've seen the footage I have for it many many times and I'm just disappointed each time. I know I can do better but I don't have the time or money to get another interview... hence me applying for a grant lol. Just have to make due and stop changing it!
Boys have been on the brain. Wait, when have they not?! Of course new boys come and go in my life and that seems to be happening a lot lately. Why? No idea, I'm not forcing any guy to talk to me, it just happens.
What I don't get is how men can be so simple minded and yet send out so many mixed messages. I'm sick of it.
I was talking to this guy who lived in San Marcos and we only went on two dates when he decided to tell me he thinks we want different things and how we could be good friends. I was fine with that, I love making new friends, I just wasn't fine with him trying to make out with me afterwards. You can't be friends and want to do stuff like that! I haven't heard from him since.
This past weekend I was at a friend's party and drinking was involved, although I didn't have too much to drink (4 beers to be exact) and there happened to be a guy there that I had a little crush on. He's had more than 4 drinks and we get pretty close (literally) and talk and even exchange numbers. It was all nice and it was even better when he would kiss my forehead and ask silly things. At the end of the night I asked if he wanted to do something before he left on a trip and he said yes. A few nights later I invited him out to hang out with me and friends and he had to say no, work was the priority of the night. But when I saw him yesterday at a event, he didn't really talk to me, or act in a manner that would make me think he was interested. What happened? Did beer make his dick think for him therefore allowing him to be flirty and cute with me? And is that the ONLY time I'm going to witness him be like that with me? If so, I'm not on board with that, at all. I can't make all the moves and I can't put myself out there for him or anyone else.
Oddly enough the night before last as a friend and I were at a bar, a guy came up to me and said he knew me. He then explained to me how he knew me through my friends John and Julian. We got to talking and he seemed nice. My friend kept on pushing him to go see COFFY with us the following night. So last night we all saw the film and him and I ended up drinking coffee at Epoch and stayed until 5am. It was a nice night and I'll see him again soon. As for Tony and me, I don't know. He's looking into going to grad school and starting his own business. He's just trying to figure out what to do next in his life and that may take time. I have time but I'm also not waiting for anything big to happen.
Back to work for me and then perhaps a drink with friends. :)