in darkness she is all i see
damn dont know where to start. i decided randomly one night to go to MI and get my life back...
so get off the plane and tjs got the car waitin for me cuz he had work. its fucking pouring ...and the car stalls in the middle of the street. so i get out and go to call tj but i drop my fuckin phone in a puddle..so it doesnt work. and being the asshole i am i chucked it down the road and couldnt find it. so i decided fuck i'll just walk 15 miles to her house. ...and i did..and i lost my fucking shoe on the way there cuz i wear em too lose and it fell off in the street and some1s bitchass ran it over..so i was cold when i got to her house....but it was worth it.
i think i nearly broke her in half when she got out of her house. because i tackeled her on to the ground. and i kissed all over her face because i needed to. and everything was okay..and tj picked us up in his ma's car lol. went to his house...got in a fight with her of course...why didnt i see it coming? jesus theres something about us that just wants to rip the other person a part. but worked thigns out....and ended the night...next day i watched a movie with her and fell asleep with her....i fucking love you.....you're all i need dee
Found out tyreke has stomach cancer...and thats why i didnt go to school today..i stayed home with him...hes taking it hard...even though he wont admit it. but theres a lot of stuff we can do to help cure him..so im pretty much devoting all my time and money into this kids life. because he's kind of mine..and when iwas in my accident there wasnt a dime he didnt spend on me to keep me alive when everyone wanted to unplug the machines...i wouldnt be here without him...and i dont want to be here without him...