adventures in boredom
trying to occupy myself these last few days has proved rather difficult. it is amazing how a day can go by and you can fill it with useless things and enjoy yourself enough. i have always been so fixated on doing different and exciting things all the time, but there is time for peace and simple enjoyment as well.
i am trying to rev myself up for next semester. i want it to be good and do really well, but i haven't quite brought myself up to a state of desiring change enough to really motivate myself.
mmmmmmm peppermint tea mmmmmmmmmmmm
you see? distracted by tea even. tom robbins is the only excitment in my life right now. i'm ok with that. finished 'half-asleep in frog pajamas' and started 'even cowgirls get the blues.' already engrossed in it, it was written for me to read at this exact point in my life i am convinced. i can't help thinking that. tom robbins' books like no other seem to appear at certain times without my control and address aspects of my life that are underway, his books think what i am thinking about. i wouldn't be surprised if those books are magical and everyone who reads them reads a different story concocted just for their mind.
i need a larry diamond. scratch that, i have a larry diamond i can't get my hands on.
i was thinking on my way to hard times tonight, lindsey, ben and i went there in a car, and i realized that if tom didn't have a car i never would have met him. i began to wonder who i wasn't meeting because of that inhibition, not that i want a car. but it's interesting how small choices like that can affect your life.
haha i just remembered mercury rev does a neil young cover!! that's awesome and makes them that much cooler. tom, you still would like them.
i am trying to rev myself up for next semester. i want it to be good and do really well, but i haven't quite brought myself up to a state of desiring change enough to really motivate myself.
mmmmmmm peppermint tea mmmmmmmmmmmm
you see? distracted by tea even. tom robbins is the only excitment in my life right now. i'm ok with that. finished 'half-asleep in frog pajamas' and started 'even cowgirls get the blues.' already engrossed in it, it was written for me to read at this exact point in my life i am convinced. i can't help thinking that. tom robbins' books like no other seem to appear at certain times without my control and address aspects of my life that are underway, his books think what i am thinking about. i wouldn't be surprised if those books are magical and everyone who reads them reads a different story concocted just for their mind.
i need a larry diamond. scratch that, i have a larry diamond i can't get my hands on.
i was thinking on my way to hard times tonight, lindsey, ben and i went there in a car, and i realized that if tom didn't have a car i never would have met him. i began to wonder who i wasn't meeting because of that inhibition, not that i want a car. but it's interesting how small choices like that can affect your life.
haha i just remembered mercury rev does a neil young cover!! that's awesome and makes them that much cooler. tom, you still would like them.