get get get over it
wow what a weekend.
i feel still sort of bothered about something but i cant tell if its the fact im never happy or the fact that i miss someone that i caused to leave. i dont know. im always so discontent. i saw vance like the entire weekend. it made me smile which is good because i havent been doing a lot of that lately. i guess i should go out and say it:: we are going out. he is awesome. movies friday. it was nice. jonathan doesnt hate me anymore. walked around with vance then saw that gay ass movie. saturday. showz0r. moshed it up with jerry akeem and max when i got there by someones car. saw a lot of old friends, the people i went to miami with and some newer friends. chris took me to pick up vance and i got him lost in sundance hahah. i love chris. if i werent jail bait then id want that. hung out at vances house for a little bit then went back to the show. it was too hot inside so vance jonathan rachel me and krusty just stayed in the playground. eh i dunno it was fun. today i went birthday shopping. i got $260 and got: 1 sweater, 1 jacket, 4 pants, a purse, and 5 shirts. im quite the thrifty shopper.
well i guess thats it. all i have left to say is::
people make mistakes, people move on, friends fight, lovers seperate, hearts break, wounds heal, life can be good, life can suck, people talk shit, people surprise you, love hurts, love changes you, you lose things, you gain things, but the thing i realize about life is that you cant make it thru it alone. you need someone there to guide you, to make you smile, to make you forget for five seconds how terrible it may seem. i cant live without my friends. you guys have kept me alive. the fighting needs to stop. we will have our ups and downs.
but when you say best friends, it means friends forever.
i feel still sort of bothered about something but i cant tell if its the fact im never happy or the fact that i miss someone that i caused to leave. i dont know. im always so discontent. i saw vance like the entire weekend. it made me smile which is good because i havent been doing a lot of that lately. i guess i should go out and say it:: we are going out. he is awesome. movies friday. it was nice. jonathan doesnt hate me anymore. walked around with vance then saw that gay ass movie. saturday. showz0r. moshed it up with jerry akeem and max when i got there by someones car. saw a lot of old friends, the people i went to miami with and some newer friends. chris took me to pick up vance and i got him lost in sundance hahah. i love chris. if i werent jail bait then id want that. hung out at vances house for a little bit then went back to the show. it was too hot inside so vance jonathan rachel me and krusty just stayed in the playground. eh i dunno it was fun. today i went birthday shopping. i got $260 and got: 1 sweater, 1 jacket, 4 pants, a purse, and 5 shirts. im quite the thrifty shopper.
well i guess thats it. all i have left to say is::
people make mistakes, people move on, friends fight, lovers seperate, hearts break, wounds heal, life can be good, life can suck, people talk shit, people surprise you, love hurts, love changes you, you lose things, you gain things, but the thing i realize about life is that you cant make it thru it alone. you need someone there to guide you, to make you smile, to make you forget for five seconds how terrible it may seem. i cant live without my friends. you guys have kept me alive. the fighting needs to stop. we will have our ups and downs.
but when you say best friends, it means friends forever.