a day of tragedy
people surprise you in ways you never thought were possible.
i find it amazing how someone you barely know can comfort you the most.
or someone you thought didnt give a shit about you actually understands you.
or how you can be with someone and then when youre losing them you realize youll never get that same feeling again from anyone... at least it wont be the same.
or how that person is one the person you want but you know its for the best of both you to end it. to have loved is to let go, right?
the mistake was letting somebody in again, taking that chance.
i dont care if everyone thinks im the bad person in the situation
because it hurts me so fucking much to end something that i thought would go on forever
no one ever understands the dumper...
they say its heartless... they say im a bitch...
but what would honestly do in this situation?
you and him arent allowed to be together, arent allowed to talk on the phone, arent allowed to go to homecoming together
youve forgotten what his voice sounds like
you only see him rarely and when you do he gets in big trouble
you constantly feel alone
youre developing feelings for someone else
this person admits they have feelings for you...
what the fuck am i supposed to do?
im aware i said all these things about forever but i thought things would change... they never did.
i dont care how fucking much you love someone, the thought of being with them isnt going to keep you company... the fact youre hated by his family so much that you arent supposed to be together doesnt help either. so fuck off if youve got something to say. ive already heard it all in the past two days. yes i am an idiot for even thinking that a relationship would work out for me.
"this is exactly why long distance relationships dont work out..."
thanks jay-z. you understand this better than i do. im sorry i went all creepy when you broke up with me but what you said really helped me understand.
"its not fair to either one of you to keep this going..."
"you know in the end he'll be happier."
i guess you two understand what im getting at better than everyone else. i love you guys.
hmmm i realize that life pretty much sucks. happy fucking day.
i find it amazing how someone you barely know can comfort you the most.
or someone you thought didnt give a shit about you actually understands you.
or how you can be with someone and then when youre losing them you realize youll never get that same feeling again from anyone... at least it wont be the same.
or how that person is one the person you want but you know its for the best of both you to end it. to have loved is to let go, right?
the mistake was letting somebody in again, taking that chance.
i dont care if everyone thinks im the bad person in the situation
because it hurts me so fucking much to end something that i thought would go on forever
no one ever understands the dumper...
they say its heartless... they say im a bitch...
but what would honestly do in this situation?
you and him arent allowed to be together, arent allowed to talk on the phone, arent allowed to go to homecoming together
youve forgotten what his voice sounds like
you only see him rarely and when you do he gets in big trouble
you constantly feel alone
youre developing feelings for someone else
this person admits they have feelings for you...
what the fuck am i supposed to do?
im aware i said all these things about forever but i thought things would change... they never did.
i dont care how fucking much you love someone, the thought of being with them isnt going to keep you company... the fact youre hated by his family so much that you arent supposed to be together doesnt help either. so fuck off if youve got something to say. ive already heard it all in the past two days. yes i am an idiot for even thinking that a relationship would work out for me.
"this is exactly why long distance relationships dont work out..."
thanks jay-z. you understand this better than i do. im sorry i went all creepy when you broke up with me but what you said really helped me understand.
"its not fair to either one of you to keep this going..."
"you know in the end he'll be happier."
i guess you two understand what im getting at better than everyone else. i love you guys.
hmmm i realize that life pretty much sucks. happy fucking day.