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I am bored out of my mind and unable to sleep so I decided to read some of my old LJ posts. While I'm still the same silly yet introspective girl I've always been, it's refreshing to see myself maturing especially emotionally. As I mature, I feel I'm better able to handle what life decides to throw me. Instead of getting angry and/or depressed about things I can't change, I make an effort to focus and use what I do have.
But no matter how old and "mature" I become I never want to lose the sense of wonderment. This child-like way of viewing the world is vital to our existance. What is life if not discovery and self-renewal? I never want to stop learning, evolving, and getting that lump in my throat and knot in my stomach as the plane takes off for my next destination. That's the only way I can know I'm still alive.
But no matter how old and "mature" I become I never want to lose the sense of wonderment. This child-like way of viewing the world is vital to our existance. What is life if not discovery and self-renewal? I never want to stop learning, evolving, and getting that lump in my throat and knot in my stomach as the plane takes off for my next destination. That's the only way I can know I'm still alive.