Apr 10, 2007 13:48
wow way to start the day off with a horrible dream
i have been having weird ones lately
and all of them having to do with my friends
i hope this proves to you all how much i miss and love you
anyways
last night i had a dream that we were all hanging out at thad's old house in vb
the house near taylor's
anyways we were all chilling there
when i walk inside there are all these parents crying, until i find thad's
and she just holds me and tells me everything is ok
then i find out that thad died
it was so real, i swear i cried in my sleep
anyways i walk out of the house balling, and what not
and everyone else is just playing in the yard
it's funny because i saw all my friends
taylor, jason, john, everyone
but for some reason i saw john lapke the most
we were talking about something but i can't remember
but i woke up depressed, because of the thad situation
but a few seconds after i woke up, i realized that it was just a dream
but it felt so real
here's the day's plan
tar pits > cali science center > the grove > old town > home
pretty much today is the day where annelise tells me where to go
and i go hey aunt ginger can we go here and there
hopefully annelise didn't tell me to go to poopy places
or i guess i gotta stop making her sammichs
to this day i wonder why i make her them
i seriously can not remember when and how this ritual began
haha oh the good ol' days
i wish i was a freshman again
like i would have done so many different things
i wish i could have changed so many different things
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fuck... thinking of those days makes me so sad
off to go see dinosaurs
rawr.