How I feel.
Happy. Good. Confident.
Those words are how I feel. Or, at least, they touch the emotions that I feel at the moment.
Yesterday, I woke up happy. It was a good day. It died when Angelito said things that he shouldn't have said. And I felt bad for the rest of the day before talking about it. But things were good. We solved things between us and there's no longer a problem. We talked and there's a chance that he'll be taking Thursday night off to take me to see HP7 for the premiere. And I'm very excited for that.
We talked slightly about how we woud handle it if I had accidentally got pregnant. And it's amusing. We planned out for our unplanned pregnancy. And I truly beleive things would be okay. Might be a little tough, but things WOULD work out without much trouble. Things are really looking up and it really makes me happy. I will actually have a life and some sense of normalcy.
I went to the pain clinic the other day, and I was prescribed some Gabopentin. It has some real wonky side effects, which are actually very fun. This pill will start helping my nerves calm down so they aren't as oversensitive as before.
Today, Steph and I are going to walk to Subway and get some food. That would make me very happy. =D i loooove Subway, even if what I put on it isn't the best stuff for me, it's still not nearly as unhealthy as any other fast food place be. And my baby gave me his credit card...but wait...I think they ask for ID....but my sister says it'll be fine. I sure hope it will. =/
So my nephew, Maddox, is constantly fake coughing to get people's attention. And he's only six months old. He's also already walking along the couch and stuff and it's the cutest thing. I've never seen a baby so cute.
This journal, I apologize for it. it's basically just been a rambling to help me get somethings out and off my mind. =D
Those words are how I feel. Or, at least, they touch the emotions that I feel at the moment.
Yesterday, I woke up happy. It was a good day. It died when Angelito said things that he shouldn't have said. And I felt bad for the rest of the day before talking about it. But things were good. We solved things between us and there's no longer a problem. We talked and there's a chance that he'll be taking Thursday night off to take me to see HP7 for the premiere. And I'm very excited for that.
We talked slightly about how we woud handle it if I had accidentally got pregnant. And it's amusing. We planned out for our unplanned pregnancy. And I truly beleive things would be okay. Might be a little tough, but things WOULD work out without much trouble. Things are really looking up and it really makes me happy. I will actually have a life and some sense of normalcy.
I went to the pain clinic the other day, and I was prescribed some Gabopentin. It has some real wonky side effects, which are actually very fun. This pill will start helping my nerves calm down so they aren't as oversensitive as before.
Today, Steph and I are going to walk to Subway and get some food. That would make me very happy. =D i loooove Subway, even if what I put on it isn't the best stuff for me, it's still not nearly as unhealthy as any other fast food place be. And my baby gave me his credit card...but wait...I think they ask for ID....but my sister says it'll be fine. I sure hope it will. =/
So my nephew, Maddox, is constantly fake coughing to get people's attention. And he's only six months old. He's also already walking along the couch and stuff and it's the cutest thing. I've never seen a baby so cute.
This journal, I apologize for it. it's basically just been a rambling to help me get somethings out and off my mind. =D