title: 1 new message
pairing: takaki/chinen, mentions of daiki/chinen
rating: r
genre: angst, romance, mentions of sexual situations
word count: ~1100 - oneshot
warnings: language, smut
summary: Chinen arrives at the New Year Party, and discovers that Daiki never planned on showing.
author's note: a prequel to
Guilt, I hope this is enough to satisfy everyone. It's taken me forever to write. Longer than it should. And I hate it. But anyways, I hope you enjoy it and will continue to wait patiently for more from me. =D
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Chinen shyly knocked on the door and shifted his weight from one foot to another while waiting. He could hear the music blasting through the house, voices of his friends laughing and goofing around. And it surprised him when someone came and answered the door.
How had they even heard it?
He didn’t really have time to question as he was pulled in by an unknown junior and into the fray of overworked Johnnys.
He walked through the house, saying hi and being greeted by someone every other moment before he made it upstairs and to a room that was labeled JUMP, and yet was being held open by what looked like a side table of some sort.
The acrobat walked in and looked around immediately for his other half. He didn’t have time to continue looking as he was hugged by someone who smelt of raw manliness, but felt as though it was a girl.
Someone should tell Keito to keep better track of his stuff so it wasn’t stolen by everyone in the group.
“Hey, Chii! Took ya long enough! Everyone’s already here.” Chinen didn’t have time to ask where his other half was as he was shoved into a mass of JUMP limbs. And it seemed everyone was there but Daiki. How did that make sense? If it was a JUMP party?
“So why are we all celebrating even though it’s already the first?” Ryuutaro asked, stuck in a thumb-wrestling game with Yuuto.
“Because .” Ryuutaro expected Hikaru to keep talking, but apparently he had assumed too much.
Thankfully, instead of leaving Ryuutaro in suspense, Yabu answered. “Because last night we were all at countdown and we don’t consider that a real party. We want to be able to celebrate with each other.”
Ryuutaro nodded and jammed Yuuto’s thumb down so he could end the game after fifteen minutes.
Chinen had watched the exchange with little to no interest. He wanted to know where his penguin was. He was sitting in Takaki’s lap, which he was forced into for the record, and pouting noticeably.
“Chii~.” Takaki cooed, seeming to never stop treating him like a baby. “Why you sad?”
Chinen turned his pout into a glare and snapped at Takaki. “Stop treating me like a baby.” It got a bit quieter in the room. “And where’s Daiki?” That question made everyone become silent and look towards Takaki, obviously saying that he was going to be the one to answer.
“He didn’t….tell you?” Chinen tilted his head in utter confusion. Takaki looked around, looking for some kind of assistance in this situation. There was a profound sadness in Chinen’s eyes that tugged at Takaki’s heartstrings. “Well…” Takaki only paused for a moment. Not want to prolong the inevitable any longer. “He said he was out with his parents, to have a New Year get together…”
“But…why wouldn’t he tell me…?” Chinen slid off of Takaki’s lap and didn’t respond to anyone who tried to get his attention. He walked out of the room and down the hall four doors until he came to the bathroom. On the door, it said ‘No Juniors. =D’
He walked in and shut the door, sitting on the closed toilet seat and staring at the crappy wallpaper that screamed homo.
There was no emotion in his eyes by the time Takaki walked into the bathroom, shutting and locking the door behind him.
“Want some, Yuuri?” Takaki held out a beer. He wasn’t quite old enough yet, but no one was going to say anything.
The acrobat looked at the bottle, very tempted to take a drink. Without another thought, he grabbed the bottle and took a swig, scrunching his face and the taste of it.
“Why didn’t he tell me, Yuu-chan?” Takaki tried to sympathize, but wasn’t able to. He couldn’t help but be mad at the youngest of BEST. There was something that bothered him so much about the fact that Daiki had done this to the innocent teen. He was vulnerable; he was dependent on having Daiki near him.
He crouched on the floor, letting Chinen finish the beer before taking it and laying it on the floor, off to the side. He cupped Chinen’s face in his hands, stroking his cheeks to wipe away the tears. “Darling, Yuuri, you shouldn’t cry. It doesn’t suit you.”
Chinen looked down at Takaki, looking into his blurry face before falling into him, lips seeking the other’s without a second thought. He couldn’t be bothered to think about what he was doing. Or even how it was completely wrong.
Takaki pulled back slightly, not breaking all contact, but making it so Chinen was no longer leaning on him completely.
“When was the last time you saw Daiki…or even kissed him?”
Chinen shook his head and went back to kissing, fingers digging into Takaki’s back and pulling up the shirt. His lips left Takaki’s and down his neck, sucking and biting, leaving all sorts of marks.
Takaki tried to push Chinen away.
Weakly.
But at least it was something…but obviously not enough.
Chinen’s leg crawled up on Takaki’s waist, pulling them closer together.
Takaki could have pushed him away. It really wouldn’t have been that hard. But Chinen was deteremined. He wanted to do this. He wanted this.
Takaki ended up standing, hands gripping the round bottom and placing it on the counter, keeping the legs wrapped around him as their pelvic bones were aligned.
With the little alcohol coursing through his system, Chinen wasn’t acting like himself. Upset and feeling betrayed, he let Takaki remove his clothes. Let Takaki kiss his body. Let Takaki touch him in ways that Daiki rarely did. Let Takaki enter him and give him pleasure.
And there wasn’t an ounce of guilt that occupied his body, not a single thing that would change his mind and make him feel bad for what he was doing, for how much he knew that this would hurt his significant other once he knew. Nothing at all.
And after Takaki was done kissing him, done caressing him, done pleasuring him in any and all ways, Chinen hopped down from the counter and dressed.
With each article of clothing he slipped on, Takaki would place another kiss to his body, touch him lovingly in a way that Daiki hadn’t done in forever.
“I’m sorry.” Chinen said, whispered to no one as Takaki left the bathroom and he was left back to sulk on the toilet seat, now staring at his phone, waiting.
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