Say That You Love Me
title: say that you love me
pairing: daiki/chinen
rating: nc-17
genre: angst, romance, fluff
word count: ~3100 - oneshot
warnings: language, smut
summary: Even though he had another, he had Chinen. And even though they were together, they didn't have each other.
author's note: what's this? What is this? It can't be what you think it is, can it? Oh, why yes it is. It's a post. So don't worry, I haven't died. But it feels like I have...>.>
Anyways, this is my seventh installment of that Chinen/? self-challenge I'm doing. Next is Ryuutaro, Yuto, and then Solo!Chinen. <333
So enjoy! <3 And hope it isn't long before I post again.
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"What do you want to do?" Chinen asked, ignoring all the looks he was receiving from the others.
Daiki's automatic response was a 'you' on his lips, but he stopped himself before he actually let it slip. "You wanna come to my place? Mom's making gyouza and asked if you wanted to stay for dinner." His eyes flashed to Yabu's and Hikaru's, noticing their protective stares. He'd have to play this carefully if Chinen and he were to get the time alone that they wanted.
"Is your sister home for the weekend?" Chinen asked, remembering the code him and Daiki talked about.
"Yeah, my parents drove to get her this morning." Not a complete lie. His parents did drive up to his sister's.
"Alright. I'll totally come over for dinner."
"Mom says it's alright if you want to stay the night, too." Daiki said quickly, before Chinen had a chance to ask, making it obvious that he wanted to go over. If he kept up with the whole 'mom said' facade, he might be able to pass without Yabu and Hikaru stepping in and being the protective parents over the group.
Chinen smiled and nodded, saying he'd text his mom and tell her the plan. When in truth, he was actually texting Daiki. His mom already knew he was going to Daiki's, this part was just to throw Yabu and Hikaru off.
Daiki's phone buzzed a couple times in his pocket. He grabbed it and looked over Chinen, seeing that he was still 'texting' his mother.
To: Dai-chan
From: Yuuri<3
Time: 12:48 pm
Message: i think we did it. ^^ they don't suspect a thing.
Daiki waited a few moments after replying to the text before looking over at Yabumama and Hikapapa. They seemed to be back to their normal selves, talking to each other in hushed happy tones. Nothing giving off that they were the least suspicious in the plans that Daiki and Chinen made in front of them.
To: Yuuri<3
From: Dai-chan
Time: 12:50 pm
Message: i think so too. i can't wait till we're alone. there's so many things i want to do to you. but the first is to test out my new mattress. mom said she wasn't too mad about the other one 'breaking' like it did. it's been a while since i've had a new bed. you and i need to break it in.
Daiki smiled as his boyfriend sat next to him and wrapped his arms around him. Daiki felt a wave of guilt wash over him as he looked over to Chinen, who was still texting animatedly. The younger one had a hurt expression over his face, but was able to mask it well.
To: Dai-chan
From: Yuuri<3
Time: 12:53 pm
Message: break it in? whatever do you mean, dai-chan? /plays innocence and how did your last bed break? it couldn't have been when i was riding you, could it have been? maa....i guess it could be that. i was riding you pretty hard. ;D chu~
The youngest BEST member smiled at the text message before replying with a simple 'chu' in return. He felt his older boyfriend's arm tighten around him and he looked up just in time to feel his lips against another's. Daiki sighed softly and pressed back, leaving it as a simple press of lips before pulling away. He didn't need to be scolded by the parents of HSJ anytime soon.
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To: Dai-chan
From: Yuuri<3
Time: 6:37 pm
Message: sorry i'm a little late. :( i got held up. i'll meet you at your house. i have to take a later train.
Daiki sighed a little sadly as he looked out the train window, seeing nothing interesting. He wished he had gotten a text from Chinen sooner to tell him that he was going to be late. For a while, Daiki thought that Chinen had decided not to follow through with the plan.
To: Yuuri<3
From: Dai-chan
Time: 6:38 pm
Message: it's alright. i'll wait for you when you get off the train so we can walk home together. <3
Although...if Chinen did change his mind, Daiki wouldn't blame him. He did currently have a boyfriend and he knew that he was hurting Chinen by not having left him yet. He hadn't expected him to last as long as he did with the young HSJ member. This was all meant to be a one time thing.
And that's how it had started.
It was a one time thing to start out with.
But then they met secretly again. And again. And just kept meeting with each other and Daiki had fallen in love.
He knew Chinen loved him, too. But it was hard on them both to actually admit it.
When the train stopped for the fourth time, Daiki exited it and went to sit on a bench, turning his music up louder. It was playing loudly in his ears and was barely able to block out the nagging thoughts of guilt that were eating away at his conscious.
He didn't know how long he was sitting there, but it must have been a minimum of 24 minutes because he had gone through about six or seven songs. But he sat there, already having received a message from Chinen, saying that he was on the train and almost there, and watched as the train slowed to a stop. Daiki stood and looked for Chinen, seeing him walk through the doors, looking absolutely exhausted.
He walked forward and met his friend, hugging him before pulling him along, not bothering to say anything.
Daiki noticed that Chinen was walking close, his head basically resting on his shoulder, so he wrapped an arm around the younger teen and guided him home.
They reached Daiki's house within twenty minutes, walking into the empty house. Daiki toed off his shoes and helped Chinen with his. The acrobat seemed more weary than usual, seemed less excited about the prospect of being alone than he did earlier that afternoon. Daiki didn't question it either, just held him close as he guided him to the couch, letting him lay down before going to the kitchen to heat up the food his mom had left him.
He hadn't lied about the fact that his mom had made gyouza either.
And she had said Daiki could have Chinen over.
He was telling the truth when he said it in front of everyone. He didn't think he could stand lying in front of his boyfriend anymore than he already did.
As Daiki pulled the plate out of the microwave, he felt thin arms wrap around his waist and a face press against his back.
"I knew I smelt gyouza." Daiki smiled at the happiness in Chinen's voice.
"Of course; now, go back to the living room and sit down. I'll get us some drinks." Daiki said, handing the plate to the younger one. He paused in reaching for the glasses as he saw Chinen had yet to leave.
He tilted his head in confusion.
"Can...we share?" Chinen asked, timid and shy-like. And he successfully took Daiki's heart once more.
"Yeah. We can." Daiki put one glass away. He passed Chinen to go to the fridge, kissing him chastely on the forehead.
Chinen smiled brightly and popped a gyouza in his mouth before walking back to the living room, a cute bounce in his step. After he poured the Pepsi Zero, he walked into the living room, shutting off the kitchen light behind him. He didn't turn on the TV and instead just sat on the couch, facing the other with the plate in between them. The drink was placed on the coffee table.
"Why were you kept after?" Daiki asked.
"Yabu noticed I was having trouble with the dance routine and offered to help me. Then he ended up wanting to talk...but I think it was just his way of politely keeping me from coming over just a bit longer." Daiki 'hmm'ed and took a drink, handing the glass to the other for him to drink as well. "How could they possibly know about us, Daiki?"
Daiki shook his head. "I don't know...but, remember they almost caught us a couple weeks back?" Chinen nodded and popped another gyouza in his mouth.
It wasn't a pleasant experience. Daiki and Chinen had stayed after everyone else had left to keep practicing, and really had no intention of doing anything else. But one thing had led to another and Chinen ended up on his back, Daiki over him as they kissed. The door opened and Daiki had barely rolled off of him when the two looked over at them.
Hikaru and Yabu didn't say anything, but watched them over the next few days. They must have suspected something for them to be continuously making sure they were never alone together.
"Maybe..." Daiki started, not sure how to word it.
"'Maybe' what Dai-chan?" Chinen asked, finishing off the last gyouza with a smile.
Daiki couldn't do it. He couldn't say that they should stop what they were doing. The smile on Chinen's face was too perfect. The sparkle in his eyes was too much. He looked so happy. He always did when they were together. And Daiki would feel like an ass if he destroyed that.
"Nothing, baby." Chinen nodded and stood up, taking Daiki's hand. It should have been the other way around, but Chinen was taking them both back to Daiki's bedroom, shutting off all the lights behind them and the door as well. He didn't turn on the light when they entered the room, either.
Daiki felt Chinen turn around and face him, the younger putting Daiki's hands on his hips while his own went to his shoulder.
"I..." Chinen stuttered. Daiki pressed his forehead against his. "I love..." Both of their breaths stopped as Chinen said these words. "Being here with you." They both let out a sigh, not noticing the other's.
There was a pang in Daiki's chest as he realized what Chinen was going to say, but couldn't. And that hurt. He knew why Chinen couldn't say it. It was because they weren't together. They weren't able to fully give themselves to the other because of that one variable. That one thing that held them both back.
"Fuck..." Daiki said, tears springing to his eyes as he held Chinen close, resting his chin on his shoulder as he whispered in his ear. "I'll do it. I'll fucking tell him. Just...please...say it, Yuuri. I need to hear it."
Chinen shook in his arms, and Daiki didn't know if it was a good thing or a bad thing.
"Will you really?" Chinen had no reason to doubt Daiki. This was the first time Daiki had actually said he would.
"Yes...just please...I need to hear it." Daiki whispered, slightly put off when Chinen pulled away.
Their eyes connected as Chinen smiled, tears streaking down his face slowly.
"I love you."
Daiki's heart couldn't have beaten any faster. His hand cupped Chinen's cheek and stroked gently. The younger one smiled and took Daiki's hand into his own. The older one brought their lips together and shuddered, feeling as though this was their first kiss; when in truth, their first kiss was much less gentle, much less sweet and much less drawn out.
Chinen back stepped towards the bed and pulled Daiki with him. The later one followed eagerly, not wanting to part from those gorgeous lips. When the other fell back onto the bed, only staying upright because of Daiki's hands. When Daiki's knee was placed near Chinen's thigh on the bed, they were able to lay horizontally, continuing with their sensual kiss. Chinen's foot ran up Daiki's before his whole leg was wrapped around him.
“I love you, too.” Daiki finally whispered, feeling as though a huge weight was taken off his chest as he did so.
He pressed his lips against Chinen's as his hands held onto the slim body. He felt Chinen's fingers crawling along his lower back, gently ghosting along his skin in a goosebump-raising sensation. Daiki got the hint and pulled back, slipping off his shirt before returning those lips. His own hands were skimming up Chinen's sides, underneath the shirt and up his ribs, over his chest before growling lightly in aggravation and letting Chinen remove it himself.
“Daiki...” Chinen sighed-slash-moaned before they could kiss once more.
“Yes, Yuuri?” He replied, smiling down at the high-schooler.
“I love you.” It was as though Chinen got just as much pleasure from saying it as Daiki did from hearing it.
“I love you.” Daiki said, understanding why Chinen's eyes has slid closed after he said it. There was no way that he could have helped it. Daiki felt elated being able to say it, like he was free and there was nothing holding him back.
Chinen giggled lightly, barely a sound leaving his mouth. “Make love to me.”
Before Daiki could reply, Chinen looked away, a blush tainting his cheeks in the darkness.
“What's wrong?” He asked, bringing his face back to look at him.
Chinen looked at Daiki's smiling lips and only blushed more. “I...feel embarrassed saying that...”
Daiki couldn't help chuckling at the cuteness of his lover.
“Don't laugh at me, Dai-chan.”
“I'm not laughing at you, love. You're just too cute.” Daiki nudged Chinen's ear with his nose. “Baby...,” he said softly, “of course I'll make love to you.”
Chinen turned his head back towards Daiki's, smiling widely up at him. He barely had to tilt his chin upwards before Daiki's lips were descending on his, sensually moving in the most amazing of ways.
Daiki smiled softly, hands once again moving along Chinen's skin, trailing downwards to his pants. He let his fingers linger at his sides for a moment before hooking into the hem and trailing around towards the front, stopping when they met at the middle.
He stopped kissing Chinen for only a second before he was pulled back down against his lips, wanting more almost immediately. He chuckled lightly before popping the button from his jeans. Chinen's hands met with his and sped up the process.
Chinen had always been the impatient one.
Daiki let Chinen's hands undo both of their pants before he took over once more and started to pull them down, kissing the acrobat's chest and stomach, smiling at the shiver he received and the goosebumps rising. His hands tugged on the sides of the jeans, pulling them down and tickling along the sides of his thighs.
“Stop...that tickles.” Chinen sat up on his elbows, looking at Daiki, who was currently smiling up at him, lips near his sharp hipbones.
“I'm sorry.” Daiki replied, kissing his way down the light dip of the vee of Chinen's pelvis, moving the pants out of the way and feel his erection press against his neck. Both of them moaned at the sensation.
Daiki kissed once more across Chinen's pelvis before he finished taking off his pants. When they were left on the floor, soon to be forgotten, Daiki crawled back up his body, lips returning to his lover's. He still felt the press of Chinen's cock against his stomach.
“Yuuri...” Daiki moaned, lightly grinding down into him.
“I love you, Daiki.” Another moan escaped both at the sensation that came over them. Daiki nuzzled Chinen’s neck, inhaling the sweet musky scent that was radiating from the soft skin. He nibbled only gently before spreading Chinen’s legs, making it so he could lay in between them, his cock pressing up against the curve of the other’s backside.
Goosebumps rose on Chinen’s skin, a shiver running up his spine as he closed his eyes and relaxed, hips rolling down to signal that he needed more. He didn’t want to be bothered with the time it would take to prepare himself, and he didn’t want Daiki to take any longer either.
“One moment, love.”
Another shiver down both their spines.
Daiki didn’t part from Chinen’s body as he reached across the bed to grab the small bottle of lube off the side table that he left there earlier that day. He knew Chinen liked taking it dry, but for this once, he wanted this to be as sensual as possible.
“Daiki, no. I don’t want-” Daiki silenced him with a kiss, opening the bottle and spreading it along his length, groaning into Chinen’s pliant from the sensitivity.
He separated their lips for but a moment to look at Chinen’s pleasure-filled face and realized that the other was slowly stroking his own length as he was rolling his hips.
“Can you at least not stretch me?” Chinen asked softly, his voice laced with love and yet drenched with lust.
Daiki hesitated momentarily before laying the bottle elsewhere. “Only because I know you’re a masochist. And because I love you.”
Chinen giggle only lasted for a second before it morphed into a scream, arms gripping onto Daiki’s back, nonexistent nails digging into his sweaty skin.
Daiki knew that scream wasn’t of pain and didn’t stop moving until he was seated completely inside of him, panting against his skin as he calmed himself down, only that close from coming. All the sensations that were attacking him were becoming too much already. He kissed any piece of skin that was within reach when he started to rock his hips, knowing it drove the other crazy.
“Yuuri, I won’t last long…” Daiki warned, slowly puling out before gently pressing back in.
“I won’t either…” Chinen moaned, body already showing signs of his orgasm. Daiki never would have thought that with those simple words said, all this would increase and the pleasure would be simply overwhelming. “Just cum when you need to.” Daiki nodded and his eyes watched Chinen’s close in pleasure as his face contorted as well.
Daiki didn’t change his angle or didn’t change his speed; he didn’t do anything different but as Chinen came, moaning a soft ‘I love you’ into the air as he did, it was seconds before Daiki came, thrusts slowly fading into nothing as he stopped, not pulling out.
He felt Chinen’s hands pull him closer and he nuzzled into his neck again, kissing the racing pulse he found there.
Daiki could feel himself falling into a slumber, only having enough sense to pull out and roll up to the pillow with Chinen, holding the other one close. Everything set into place gently, both of their hearts relaxing. The only thing that destroyed it was the shrill ringing of Daiki’s phone, an American pop song playing.
“It’s him, isn’t it, Dai-chan?” Chinen whispered. Daiki could feel his lips move against his chest as he spoke.
“Yeah…but I don’t care. I’m with you, I love you. He can wait till the morning.” It wasn’t much, and he could have probably said something much better, but Daiki knew Chinen was satisfied by the soft sigh that fell from those beautiful lips he had kissed so many times and yet not enough. And so then he was satisfied.
pairing: daiki/chinen
rating: nc-17
genre: angst, romance, fluff
word count: ~3100 - oneshot
warnings: language, smut
summary: Even though he had another, he had Chinen. And even though they were together, they didn't have each other.
author's note: what's this? What is this? It can't be what you think it is, can it? Oh, why yes it is. It's a post. So don't worry, I haven't died. But it feels like I have...>.>
Anyways, this is my seventh installment of that Chinen/? self-challenge I'm doing. Next is Ryuutaro, Yuto, and then Solo!Chinen. <333
So enjoy! <3 And hope it isn't long before I post again.
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"What do you want to do?" Chinen asked, ignoring all the looks he was receiving from the others.
Daiki's automatic response was a 'you' on his lips, but he stopped himself before he actually let it slip. "You wanna come to my place? Mom's making gyouza and asked if you wanted to stay for dinner." His eyes flashed to Yabu's and Hikaru's, noticing their protective stares. He'd have to play this carefully if Chinen and he were to get the time alone that they wanted.
"Is your sister home for the weekend?" Chinen asked, remembering the code him and Daiki talked about.
"Yeah, my parents drove to get her this morning." Not a complete lie. His parents did drive up to his sister's.
"Alright. I'll totally come over for dinner."
"Mom says it's alright if you want to stay the night, too." Daiki said quickly, before Chinen had a chance to ask, making it obvious that he wanted to go over. If he kept up with the whole 'mom said' facade, he might be able to pass without Yabu and Hikaru stepping in and being the protective parents over the group.
Chinen smiled and nodded, saying he'd text his mom and tell her the plan. When in truth, he was actually texting Daiki. His mom already knew he was going to Daiki's, this part was just to throw Yabu and Hikaru off.
Daiki's phone buzzed a couple times in his pocket. He grabbed it and looked over Chinen, seeing that he was still 'texting' his mother.
To: Dai-chan
From: Yuuri<3
Time: 12:48 pm
Message: i think we did it. ^^ they don't suspect a thing.
Daiki waited a few moments after replying to the text before looking over at Yabumama and Hikapapa. They seemed to be back to their normal selves, talking to each other in hushed happy tones. Nothing giving off that they were the least suspicious in the plans that Daiki and Chinen made in front of them.
To: Yuuri<3
From: Dai-chan
Time: 12:50 pm
Message: i think so too. i can't wait till we're alone. there's so many things i want to do to you. but the first is to test out my new mattress. mom said she wasn't too mad about the other one 'breaking' like it did. it's been a while since i've had a new bed. you and i need to break it in.
Daiki smiled as his boyfriend sat next to him and wrapped his arms around him. Daiki felt a wave of guilt wash over him as he looked over to Chinen, who was still texting animatedly. The younger one had a hurt expression over his face, but was able to mask it well.
To: Dai-chan
From: Yuuri<3
Time: 12:53 pm
Message: break it in? whatever do you mean, dai-chan? /plays innocence and how did your last bed break? it couldn't have been when i was riding you, could it have been? maa....i guess it could be that. i was riding you pretty hard. ;D chu~
The youngest BEST member smiled at the text message before replying with a simple 'chu' in return. He felt his older boyfriend's arm tighten around him and he looked up just in time to feel his lips against another's. Daiki sighed softly and pressed back, leaving it as a simple press of lips before pulling away. He didn't need to be scolded by the parents of HSJ anytime soon.
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To: Dai-chan
From: Yuuri<3
Time: 6:37 pm
Message: sorry i'm a little late. :( i got held up. i'll meet you at your house. i have to take a later train.
Daiki sighed a little sadly as he looked out the train window, seeing nothing interesting. He wished he had gotten a text from Chinen sooner to tell him that he was going to be late. For a while, Daiki thought that Chinen had decided not to follow through with the plan.
To: Yuuri<3
From: Dai-chan
Time: 6:38 pm
Message: it's alright. i'll wait for you when you get off the train so we can walk home together. <3
Although...if Chinen did change his mind, Daiki wouldn't blame him. He did currently have a boyfriend and he knew that he was hurting Chinen by not having left him yet. He hadn't expected him to last as long as he did with the young HSJ member. This was all meant to be a one time thing.
And that's how it had started.
It was a one time thing to start out with.
But then they met secretly again. And again. And just kept meeting with each other and Daiki had fallen in love.
He knew Chinen loved him, too. But it was hard on them both to actually admit it.
When the train stopped for the fourth time, Daiki exited it and went to sit on a bench, turning his music up louder. It was playing loudly in his ears and was barely able to block out the nagging thoughts of guilt that were eating away at his conscious.
He didn't know how long he was sitting there, but it must have been a minimum of 24 minutes because he had gone through about six or seven songs. But he sat there, already having received a message from Chinen, saying that he was on the train and almost there, and watched as the train slowed to a stop. Daiki stood and looked for Chinen, seeing him walk through the doors, looking absolutely exhausted.
He walked forward and met his friend, hugging him before pulling him along, not bothering to say anything.
Daiki noticed that Chinen was walking close, his head basically resting on his shoulder, so he wrapped an arm around the younger teen and guided him home.
They reached Daiki's house within twenty minutes, walking into the empty house. Daiki toed off his shoes and helped Chinen with his. The acrobat seemed more weary than usual, seemed less excited about the prospect of being alone than he did earlier that afternoon. Daiki didn't question it either, just held him close as he guided him to the couch, letting him lay down before going to the kitchen to heat up the food his mom had left him.
He hadn't lied about the fact that his mom had made gyouza either.
And she had said Daiki could have Chinen over.
He was telling the truth when he said it in front of everyone. He didn't think he could stand lying in front of his boyfriend anymore than he already did.
As Daiki pulled the plate out of the microwave, he felt thin arms wrap around his waist and a face press against his back.
"I knew I smelt gyouza." Daiki smiled at the happiness in Chinen's voice.
"Of course; now, go back to the living room and sit down. I'll get us some drinks." Daiki said, handing the plate to the younger one. He paused in reaching for the glasses as he saw Chinen had yet to leave.
He tilted his head in confusion.
"Can...we share?" Chinen asked, timid and shy-like. And he successfully took Daiki's heart once more.
"Yeah. We can." Daiki put one glass away. He passed Chinen to go to the fridge, kissing him chastely on the forehead.
Chinen smiled brightly and popped a gyouza in his mouth before walking back to the living room, a cute bounce in his step. After he poured the Pepsi Zero, he walked into the living room, shutting off the kitchen light behind him. He didn't turn on the TV and instead just sat on the couch, facing the other with the plate in between them. The drink was placed on the coffee table.
"Why were you kept after?" Daiki asked.
"Yabu noticed I was having trouble with the dance routine and offered to help me. Then he ended up wanting to talk...but I think it was just his way of politely keeping me from coming over just a bit longer." Daiki 'hmm'ed and took a drink, handing the glass to the other for him to drink as well. "How could they possibly know about us, Daiki?"
Daiki shook his head. "I don't know...but, remember they almost caught us a couple weeks back?" Chinen nodded and popped another gyouza in his mouth.
It wasn't a pleasant experience. Daiki and Chinen had stayed after everyone else had left to keep practicing, and really had no intention of doing anything else. But one thing had led to another and Chinen ended up on his back, Daiki over him as they kissed. The door opened and Daiki had barely rolled off of him when the two looked over at them.
Hikaru and Yabu didn't say anything, but watched them over the next few days. They must have suspected something for them to be continuously making sure they were never alone together.
"Maybe..." Daiki started, not sure how to word it.
"'Maybe' what Dai-chan?" Chinen asked, finishing off the last gyouza with a smile.
Daiki couldn't do it. He couldn't say that they should stop what they were doing. The smile on Chinen's face was too perfect. The sparkle in his eyes was too much. He looked so happy. He always did when they were together. And Daiki would feel like an ass if he destroyed that.
"Nothing, baby." Chinen nodded and stood up, taking Daiki's hand. It should have been the other way around, but Chinen was taking them both back to Daiki's bedroom, shutting off all the lights behind them and the door as well. He didn't turn on the light when they entered the room, either.
Daiki felt Chinen turn around and face him, the younger putting Daiki's hands on his hips while his own went to his shoulder.
"I..." Chinen stuttered. Daiki pressed his forehead against his. "I love..." Both of their breaths stopped as Chinen said these words. "Being here with you." They both let out a sigh, not noticing the other's.
There was a pang in Daiki's chest as he realized what Chinen was going to say, but couldn't. And that hurt. He knew why Chinen couldn't say it. It was because they weren't together. They weren't able to fully give themselves to the other because of that one variable. That one thing that held them both back.
"Fuck..." Daiki said, tears springing to his eyes as he held Chinen close, resting his chin on his shoulder as he whispered in his ear. "I'll do it. I'll fucking tell him. Just...please...say it, Yuuri. I need to hear it."
Chinen shook in his arms, and Daiki didn't know if it was a good thing or a bad thing.
"Will you really?" Chinen had no reason to doubt Daiki. This was the first time Daiki had actually said he would.
"Yes...just please...I need to hear it." Daiki whispered, slightly put off when Chinen pulled away.
Their eyes connected as Chinen smiled, tears streaking down his face slowly.
"I love you."
Daiki's heart couldn't have beaten any faster. His hand cupped Chinen's cheek and stroked gently. The younger one smiled and took Daiki's hand into his own. The older one brought their lips together and shuddered, feeling as though this was their first kiss; when in truth, their first kiss was much less gentle, much less sweet and much less drawn out.
Chinen back stepped towards the bed and pulled Daiki with him. The later one followed eagerly, not wanting to part from those gorgeous lips. When the other fell back onto the bed, only staying upright because of Daiki's hands. When Daiki's knee was placed near Chinen's thigh on the bed, they were able to lay horizontally, continuing with their sensual kiss. Chinen's foot ran up Daiki's before his whole leg was wrapped around him.
“I love you, too.” Daiki finally whispered, feeling as though a huge weight was taken off his chest as he did so.
He pressed his lips against Chinen's as his hands held onto the slim body. He felt Chinen's fingers crawling along his lower back, gently ghosting along his skin in a goosebump-raising sensation. Daiki got the hint and pulled back, slipping off his shirt before returning those lips. His own hands were skimming up Chinen's sides, underneath the shirt and up his ribs, over his chest before growling lightly in aggravation and letting Chinen remove it himself.
“Daiki...” Chinen sighed-slash-moaned before they could kiss once more.
“Yes, Yuuri?” He replied, smiling down at the high-schooler.
“I love you.” It was as though Chinen got just as much pleasure from saying it as Daiki did from hearing it.
“I love you.” Daiki said, understanding why Chinen's eyes has slid closed after he said it. There was no way that he could have helped it. Daiki felt elated being able to say it, like he was free and there was nothing holding him back.
Chinen giggled lightly, barely a sound leaving his mouth. “Make love to me.”
Before Daiki could reply, Chinen looked away, a blush tainting his cheeks in the darkness.
“What's wrong?” He asked, bringing his face back to look at him.
Chinen looked at Daiki's smiling lips and only blushed more. “I...feel embarrassed saying that...”
Daiki couldn't help chuckling at the cuteness of his lover.
“Don't laugh at me, Dai-chan.”
“I'm not laughing at you, love. You're just too cute.” Daiki nudged Chinen's ear with his nose. “Baby...,” he said softly, “of course I'll make love to you.”
Chinen turned his head back towards Daiki's, smiling widely up at him. He barely had to tilt his chin upwards before Daiki's lips were descending on his, sensually moving in the most amazing of ways.
Daiki smiled softly, hands once again moving along Chinen's skin, trailing downwards to his pants. He let his fingers linger at his sides for a moment before hooking into the hem and trailing around towards the front, stopping when they met at the middle.
He stopped kissing Chinen for only a second before he was pulled back down against his lips, wanting more almost immediately. He chuckled lightly before popping the button from his jeans. Chinen's hands met with his and sped up the process.
Chinen had always been the impatient one.
Daiki let Chinen's hands undo both of their pants before he took over once more and started to pull them down, kissing the acrobat's chest and stomach, smiling at the shiver he received and the goosebumps rising. His hands tugged on the sides of the jeans, pulling them down and tickling along the sides of his thighs.
“Stop...that tickles.” Chinen sat up on his elbows, looking at Daiki, who was currently smiling up at him, lips near his sharp hipbones.
“I'm sorry.” Daiki replied, kissing his way down the light dip of the vee of Chinen's pelvis, moving the pants out of the way and feel his erection press against his neck. Both of them moaned at the sensation.
Daiki kissed once more across Chinen's pelvis before he finished taking off his pants. When they were left on the floor, soon to be forgotten, Daiki crawled back up his body, lips returning to his lover's. He still felt the press of Chinen's cock against his stomach.
“Yuuri...” Daiki moaned, lightly grinding down into him.
“I love you, Daiki.” Another moan escaped both at the sensation that came over them. Daiki nuzzled Chinen’s neck, inhaling the sweet musky scent that was radiating from the soft skin. He nibbled only gently before spreading Chinen’s legs, making it so he could lay in between them, his cock pressing up against the curve of the other’s backside.
Goosebumps rose on Chinen’s skin, a shiver running up his spine as he closed his eyes and relaxed, hips rolling down to signal that he needed more. He didn’t want to be bothered with the time it would take to prepare himself, and he didn’t want Daiki to take any longer either.
“One moment, love.”
Another shiver down both their spines.
Daiki didn’t part from Chinen’s body as he reached across the bed to grab the small bottle of lube off the side table that he left there earlier that day. He knew Chinen liked taking it dry, but for this once, he wanted this to be as sensual as possible.
“Daiki, no. I don’t want-” Daiki silenced him with a kiss, opening the bottle and spreading it along his length, groaning into Chinen’s pliant from the sensitivity.
He separated their lips for but a moment to look at Chinen’s pleasure-filled face and realized that the other was slowly stroking his own length as he was rolling his hips.
“Can you at least not stretch me?” Chinen asked softly, his voice laced with love and yet drenched with lust.
Daiki hesitated momentarily before laying the bottle elsewhere. “Only because I know you’re a masochist. And because I love you.”
Chinen giggle only lasted for a second before it morphed into a scream, arms gripping onto Daiki’s back, nonexistent nails digging into his sweaty skin.
Daiki knew that scream wasn’t of pain and didn’t stop moving until he was seated completely inside of him, panting against his skin as he calmed himself down, only that close from coming. All the sensations that were attacking him were becoming too much already. He kissed any piece of skin that was within reach when he started to rock his hips, knowing it drove the other crazy.
“Yuuri, I won’t last long…” Daiki warned, slowly puling out before gently pressing back in.
“I won’t either…” Chinen moaned, body already showing signs of his orgasm. Daiki never would have thought that with those simple words said, all this would increase and the pleasure would be simply overwhelming. “Just cum when you need to.” Daiki nodded and his eyes watched Chinen’s close in pleasure as his face contorted as well.
Daiki didn’t change his angle or didn’t change his speed; he didn’t do anything different but as Chinen came, moaning a soft ‘I love you’ into the air as he did, it was seconds before Daiki came, thrusts slowly fading into nothing as he stopped, not pulling out.
He felt Chinen’s hands pull him closer and he nuzzled into his neck again, kissing the racing pulse he found there.
Daiki could feel himself falling into a slumber, only having enough sense to pull out and roll up to the pillow with Chinen, holding the other one close. Everything set into place gently, both of their hearts relaxing. The only thing that destroyed it was the shrill ringing of Daiki’s phone, an American pop song playing.
“It’s him, isn’t it, Dai-chan?” Chinen whispered. Daiki could feel his lips move against his chest as he spoke.
“Yeah…but I don’t care. I’m with you, I love you. He can wait till the morning.” It wasn’t much, and he could have probably said something much better, but Daiki knew Chinen was satisfied by the soft sigh that fell from those beautiful lips he had kissed so many times and yet not enough. And so then he was satisfied.