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i hate all of those sons a btches that expect so much from u, and wen u deliver they dont show one sign of appreciation. they dont show any sort of courtesy, kindness, and respect that u hav shown them. it just gets at me so much.
for sum reason, i am so frustrated this year. not just cuz of situations that r occurring but also sum of the people around me. i really cant take it. i hav sum "friends" who take wat they want from me, then just never talk to me again. i hav people giving me responsibilities that they should be doing themselves, and wen i ask them for one fcking simple thing they just turn there goddamn backs. i dont mind doing things for friends but for those who just use me, no offense, but fcuk u.
idk y i feel this way, so stressed and angry at times, but i hate it so much. my patience is really on a thin line, and i lash out at people lik crazy now. i hav my moments where i just need to scream, but becuz of those around me, i cant. i was never lik this, and i just want this part of me to go away. i wanna be happy again, not just for a couple of hours.
the only reason y i havnt gone over the edge yet is becuz of my family and my real friends. if it werent for any of u i really doubt id be alive right now. u all keep me sane and also keep me from beating the motherfcuking shit out of sum of these goddam assholes out there. so i thnk u all for keeping me in check and for not completely abondoning me..thnx a lot. i apologize to all of u that u need to c my angry and depressed side at times, but wen im able to conceal it, i do for all u all. btw u dont gotta wry bout me..i just needed to vent a bit and i ll be better in lik a day so hopefully, i just gotta cool down quite a bit ..so watever. thnx again to all my family and friends. be easy to u all and fcuk all those assholes out there.
for sum reason, i am so frustrated this year. not just cuz of situations that r occurring but also sum of the people around me. i really cant take it. i hav sum "friends" who take wat they want from me, then just never talk to me again. i hav people giving me responsibilities that they should be doing themselves, and wen i ask them for one fcking simple thing they just turn there goddamn backs. i dont mind doing things for friends but for those who just use me, no offense, but fcuk u.
idk y i feel this way, so stressed and angry at times, but i hate it so much. my patience is really on a thin line, and i lash out at people lik crazy now. i hav my moments where i just need to scream, but becuz of those around me, i cant. i was never lik this, and i just want this part of me to go away. i wanna be happy again, not just for a couple of hours.
the only reason y i havnt gone over the edge yet is becuz of my family and my real friends. if it werent for any of u i really doubt id be alive right now. u all keep me sane and also keep me from beating the motherfcuking shit out of sum of these goddam assholes out there. so i thnk u all for keeping me in check and for not completely abondoning me..thnx a lot. i apologize to all of u that u need to c my angry and depressed side at times, but wen im able to conceal it, i do for all u all. btw u dont gotta wry bout me..i just needed to vent a bit and i ll be better in lik a day so hopefully, i just gotta cool down quite a bit ..so watever. thnx again to all my family and friends. be easy to u all and fcuk all those assholes out there.