My heart is but a organ
I've learned to master ignoring my loneliness and emptiness like a pro. Every now and then I can't help this overwhelming feeling of being alone.
I've seen people go through relationships, break up, take "a break from relationships", and then find their someone, people who never dated anyone find their someone, the boys I like start dating other girls, all while me still remaining single.
Not like I am asking for a relationship, all I'm asking for is a little company that is up to par of my standards. Yes, people have told me they are high, but retrospectively, not really. Smart, witty, and good lord, a good guy?
I never thought of myself as ugly, but never as gorgeous, and as the months go on, I can't help but feel that sinking feeling that I'll be alone forever.
I give my friends advice all day long on their relationships and lives, but none has advice for me. I don't think that they don't care, I just think there's nothing to say about it. Nonexistent. Fin.
And sometimes, at the end of the day, I don't want any advice, I just want support. Someone to listen to me, even if nothing has changed in my love life doesn't mean that my emotions don't.
Two years. Two years it's been since I've been even intimately involved. Let me tell you, they've been the hardest two years yet.
I am a strong person, a good character, and I know I will get somewhere with my life. I just haven't figured out the love thing yet.
I'll go on ignoring this, but who knows how long this will last. It's breaking me down....
I've seen people go through relationships, break up, take "a break from relationships", and then find their someone, people who never dated anyone find their someone, the boys I like start dating other girls, all while me still remaining single.
Not like I am asking for a relationship, all I'm asking for is a little company that is up to par of my standards. Yes, people have told me they are high, but retrospectively, not really. Smart, witty, and good lord, a good guy?
I never thought of myself as ugly, but never as gorgeous, and as the months go on, I can't help but feel that sinking feeling that I'll be alone forever.
I give my friends advice all day long on their relationships and lives, but none has advice for me. I don't think that they don't care, I just think there's nothing to say about it. Nonexistent. Fin.
And sometimes, at the end of the day, I don't want any advice, I just want support. Someone to listen to me, even if nothing has changed in my love life doesn't mean that my emotions don't.
Two years. Two years it's been since I've been even intimately involved. Let me tell you, they've been the hardest two years yet.
I am a strong person, a good character, and I know I will get somewhere with my life. I just haven't figured out the love thing yet.
I'll go on ignoring this, but who knows how long this will last. It's breaking me down....