Frustration!
Well Today was alittle more hecktic and we went through our first run though with costumes and the full band or well the percussion section. Hey guess what John Smith is one of the percussionist who would have thunk it. Well with all that stuff going plus alot of the kids didn't know when to be quiet and or would stick theur head out while someone else was singing. MAN THAT GOT ON MY NERVES! That and that almost all the girls were like of man John Smith is so cute. I have to say that got my alittle annoyed as well. So I don't know, today wasn't the greatest day. And the girls just seem to try and walk all over me more and more and they really don't treat me like a person they just make fun of me and glare at me evily I don't get why. I try and be nice I try to be friendly and for the first 5 weeks I delt with it and didn't say anything mean back but it doesn't go away. There are only a few girls that don't treat me like s***. Maybe I should stop being nice maybe I should just blow up in there face and treat them like they treat me! And maybe not care about what they have to say or whatever. That seems to be the only way to get respect....