i give up...
Prom isn't all it's hyped to be. And I had a blast b/c I made no big deal of it. But I wish other ppl had had a better time...and I wish other ppl could've been somewhat pleased w/how everything turned out but hey...can't get what you always want. So here's the breakdown of the night for me...
Bad stuff:
~ I didn't sleep much the night before...just b/c I couldn't...wasn't b/c
I was excited or anything.
~ My mom wasn't really in her right mindset b/c crap happened at work.
So I don't have many pretty pics in front of our house...but w/e.
~ She got cranky before hand and yelled at me for getting ready in a
rush...which is crap b/c I got ready on time.
~ I know some ppl didn't have that grand of a time and well I guess in
some ways I feel guilty...but that's just for some ppl...for a select
others I'm sorta smiling in a devilish way since they had a bad
time...let's just say I think they had that coming. haha...suckas!
~ kinda felt short b/c of all the picture taking and waiting on line
stuff.
Good stuff:
~ Tim wore his hair spiked...hehe...don't ask.
~ I actually started looking forward to it when he got here...b/c I guess
that's when it finally hit me that I had to go to my sr. prom.
~ Food was AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (oh man that steak rocked!)
~ Ice Cream was AMAZING!!!!!!!!!! (nothing special but it was just
simply good.)
~ ppl danced. I danced.
~ My parents loved everyone who came to my house. (no joke...they really
did.)
~ Place was pretty.
~ Mr.Hough taking pics. of his music kids at the end of the night when
they were playing NY NY and we were in our own little circle.
~ Tim was quite a gentleman as a date...
~ Beach rocked the next day.
~ Katie's house rocked the previous night.
~ Swimming
~ Burying Britt in the sand.
~ Roy Rogers...I mean we didn't eat anywhere....we left before anyone
else did and got there extra early....pff...yea right.
~ driving home w/Tim in the car but along w/Britt, Emily, Erin and TImmy
J in the other car.
~ Tee
*so as you can see...more good than bad. Which is what I hoped for. I wanted to have fun I did. I wanted others to have fun...still not sure if all the ppl I wanted to have fun did but if not...well bah. why do I care??...if I didn't care I wouldn't feel sympathetic or guilty or any negative feeling right now but I do. As for my friendship w/a certain someone I don't know where it's at anymore. Sometimes I think it's all good and then I turn around and it's like haha j/k. I try. Really I do...and if I didn't care it wouldn't matter to me. But I do and it does. and for the moment well let's just say the monkey's no longer SEARCHING for bananas to eat. Maybe the bananas will find the monkey?? haha...good analogy Lauren.
Bad stuff:
~ I didn't sleep much the night before...just b/c I couldn't...wasn't b/c
I was excited or anything.
~ My mom wasn't really in her right mindset b/c crap happened at work.
So I don't have many pretty pics in front of our house...but w/e.
~ She got cranky before hand and yelled at me for getting ready in a
rush...which is crap b/c I got ready on time.
~ I know some ppl didn't have that grand of a time and well I guess in
some ways I feel guilty...but that's just for some ppl...for a select
others I'm sorta smiling in a devilish way since they had a bad
time...let's just say I think they had that coming. haha...suckas!
~ kinda felt short b/c of all the picture taking and waiting on line
stuff.
Good stuff:
~ Tim wore his hair spiked...hehe...don't ask.
~ I actually started looking forward to it when he got here...b/c I guess
that's when it finally hit me that I had to go to my sr. prom.
~ Food was AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (oh man that steak rocked!)
~ Ice Cream was AMAZING!!!!!!!!!! (nothing special but it was just
simply good.)
~ ppl danced. I danced.
~ My parents loved everyone who came to my house. (no joke...they really
did.)
~ Place was pretty.
~ Mr.Hough taking pics. of his music kids at the end of the night when
they were playing NY NY and we were in our own little circle.
~ Tim was quite a gentleman as a date...
~ Beach rocked the next day.
~ Katie's house rocked the previous night.
~ Swimming
~ Burying Britt in the sand.
~ Roy Rogers...I mean we didn't eat anywhere....we left before anyone
else did and got there extra early....pff...yea right.
~ driving home w/Tim in the car but along w/Britt, Emily, Erin and TImmy
J in the other car.
~ Tee
*so as you can see...more good than bad. Which is what I hoped for. I wanted to have fun I did. I wanted others to have fun...still not sure if all the ppl I wanted to have fun did but if not...well bah. why do I care??...if I didn't care I wouldn't feel sympathetic or guilty or any negative feeling right now but I do. As for my friendship w/a certain someone I don't know where it's at anymore. Sometimes I think it's all good and then I turn around and it's like haha j/k. I try. Really I do...and if I didn't care it wouldn't matter to me. But I do and it does. and for the moment well let's just say the monkey's no longer SEARCHING for bananas to eat. Maybe the bananas will find the monkey?? haha...good analogy Lauren.