life sucks
You know I had love once, I still do love his sorry ass in a way too. Though being with someone from the time I was 18 till about 25 you quickly learn what's changing. He changed I changed and we no longer seemed to work together like we use to. Two perfectly cut pieces of puzzle that fit together either way you put us. I don't deny that he is the love of my life, that I still get lost in his eyes. However, I can't live with him. We share a child that unfortunate for him now has parents separated by bull headed stubbornness that doesn't seem to want to give an inch on either side. I've often times thought to give in, but then that means that I put myself and my child back into an unhealthy environment (Cleveland, nuff said ).
I've offered to let him move here and he thought about it, then changed his mind. He fears being away from where he grew up. But does that mean that he fears watching his son grow up in an environment that's better then that which he could provide? Bleh, the spoils of life. Now heres where it gets tricky, both he and I are dating again. Obviously its not the same, but now do I continue in a relationship with someone that has the possibility to progress into something further or cut it now?
I've offered to let him move here and he thought about it, then changed his mind. He fears being away from where he grew up. But does that mean that he fears watching his son grow up in an environment that's better then that which he could provide? Bleh, the spoils of life. Now heres where it gets tricky, both he and I are dating again. Obviously its not the same, but now do I continue in a relationship with someone that has the possibility to progress into something further or cut it now?