Make It Hurt
My mind is constantly thinking. Of all the memories we shared. But yet I'm so confused. What am I to replay these memories. Maybe it's for the best. There's something new in front of me. It's now my decision to grasp it. I hate to put feelings aside. But yet I grow new ones. It's so hard but yet so simple. I hope my decisions are correct and benefit me for the better. Let's hope for a happy ending. Even tho I miss the past. I must learn to accept the things I can not change. But yet it feels like there's a missing peice of the puzzle that pictures my heart. Best friends until the end. But a another friend is drawing near. We locked lips and at that moment perfect bliss. It's what I wish. Hope to replay that soon. Hope to hold you close. Draw you so near that I can feel your steady heartbeat. Maybe one day we'll be hand and hand. Maybe it'll be a right decision made. It's been quite a while and I'm starved for her attention. I'll learn to keep her. Hopefully she'll be mines.