final for the day
ok so yeah. i feel like shit. considering the situation, you'd think i be happy. but then thers the rest of it, i feel liiike SHIT! thinking it might happen sucked. seeing it happen kills. i feel like an ass for not calling. god damiit, girls kill me...peices of me. those 2 will never know the all of it. depressed mode. good night i love you all.