why

Jun 25, 2005 01:41

why didnt i do it...hell i dont know, i f i did know, i wouldnt be asking myself this.

i didnt quit, im thinking until sunday. i started talking with peter about all the upgrades the place is gonna get and the raise im gonna get and the paycheck i got tonight. all of it kinda made me wanna stay. my co workers make me wanna stay, they make the job fun. i am severly tired though and my body is in pain and ive had 2 emotional breakdowns since ive been there...and yet i still think about staying. i told peter i was giving in my 2 weeks, and he asked me if i was sure...well i thought i was. its like who wants to be a millonaire DAMN YOU REGIS. then i started thinking about the good things...i dont know. i thought i knew what i wanted. even my other boss is asking me if im sure if i wanna quit. damn, whatev. grrrrr steph visited me when i was on break, which means i was in the back. grrrrrrrrr no one told her i was chilling in the back grrrrr. i hope i can hang out with her tommorow...today...tonight lol whatev. good night all
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