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life update: It sucks
friends: lost contact with all my friends this summer, got close to the city kids only to take a roadtrip and realize they were not people I wanted as friends except my cousin.
Family: My mom disowned me a couple of days ago because Ive been wasting too much of her money trying to go to school. We work together and havent talked since.
Girls: The two girls I know out here have both decided that talking to me wasnt a good thing. One said I cared too much about her and the other one I like and is prolly grossed out.
Boys: stingy guys who wont spot their friends when we are a thousand miles away from home. Uses cancer as a way to make people feel bad for certain people. who does that?
School: not going cause my mom told me not to go anymore before she disowned me lol.
Car: was going to get one, saving up, shot down once my mom left.
health: still a fatass.
mentally: trying to stay strong
emotionally: failing at trying to stay strong.
Just trying to find some positives in life without bringing it to the "be happy your alive" view.
It could always be worse
friends: lost contact with all my friends this summer, got close to the city kids only to take a roadtrip and realize they were not people I wanted as friends except my cousin.
Family: My mom disowned me a couple of days ago because Ive been wasting too much of her money trying to go to school. We work together and havent talked since.
Girls: The two girls I know out here have both decided that talking to me wasnt a good thing. One said I cared too much about her and the other one I like and is prolly grossed out.
Boys: stingy guys who wont spot their friends when we are a thousand miles away from home. Uses cancer as a way to make people feel bad for certain people. who does that?
School: not going cause my mom told me not to go anymore before she disowned me lol.
Car: was going to get one, saving up, shot down once my mom left.
health: still a fatass.
mentally: trying to stay strong
emotionally: failing at trying to stay strong.
Just trying to find some positives in life without bringing it to the "be happy your alive" view.
It could always be worse