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I really need to start sleeping....its summer and i have yet to get a full 8 hours of sleep. just random naps.
I took a long drive today and realized a couple of things.
ive become a very angry person, whether its justified or not, I have found myself in situations where I actually want to hurt someone for being an idiot.
my friends actually like me less because Im the most logical person they know, which caught me off gaurd.
that girl that I thought I liked....was apparently a lie, seeing as how the only time i thought I liked her was when I was under the influence.
I might get fired from geeksquad.
my friends think its funny.
I think I may like a girl who ive been hanging out with at parties and such.
it depresses me that all the guys have to remark on how im fat and asian at least 4 times in a night.
it embarasses me since im usually next to her when they say it.
she lives by megan, it was nice driving around that area for a reason...its been too long.
I like that ive found someone who has so much in common with me.
i like the flutter feeling from being around her. its nice to be around that feeling.
pretty sure she will only see me as one of burkes friends...even after the summer.
sadness.
i realized my voice is seriously going down the crapper, it makes me sad....i cant even sing in the shower without hating it.
what you should do is go to youtube right now, and search "what hurts the most" and watch the rascal flatts music video....its very sad.
I finished a 5th by myself last weekend....this weekend my friends want to see how much of a handle i can take before I get buzzed.
i feel like drinking or being the DD is my only social acceptance right now.
its sad.
its always a fun time tho....
so let the good times roll!
oh yea....im goin to cabo for spring break with the guys....all inclusive....for 70 bucks....5 guys....its gonna be good times.
oh....apparently my sister says i have to bike at least 10 miles a day in order to lose any weight.....lets see if i can actually motivate myself to do that.
I took a long drive today and realized a couple of things.
ive become a very angry person, whether its justified or not, I have found myself in situations where I actually want to hurt someone for being an idiot.
my friends actually like me less because Im the most logical person they know, which caught me off gaurd.
that girl that I thought I liked....was apparently a lie, seeing as how the only time i thought I liked her was when I was under the influence.
I might get fired from geeksquad.
my friends think its funny.
I think I may like a girl who ive been hanging out with at parties and such.
it depresses me that all the guys have to remark on how im fat and asian at least 4 times in a night.
it embarasses me since im usually next to her when they say it.
she lives by megan, it was nice driving around that area for a reason...its been too long.
I like that ive found someone who has so much in common with me.
i like the flutter feeling from being around her. its nice to be around that feeling.
pretty sure she will only see me as one of burkes friends...even after the summer.
sadness.
i realized my voice is seriously going down the crapper, it makes me sad....i cant even sing in the shower without hating it.
what you should do is go to youtube right now, and search "what hurts the most" and watch the rascal flatts music video....its very sad.
I finished a 5th by myself last weekend....this weekend my friends want to see how much of a handle i can take before I get buzzed.
i feel like drinking or being the DD is my only social acceptance right now.
its sad.
its always a fun time tho....
so let the good times roll!
oh yea....im goin to cabo for spring break with the guys....all inclusive....for 70 bucks....5 guys....its gonna be good times.
oh....apparently my sister says i have to bike at least 10 miles a day in order to lose any weight.....lets see if i can actually motivate myself to do that.