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I am soooooo loving that I get to talk to Bryan everyday (M-F). If you didn't realize why I have been talking about him sooo much.. it is that I am liking him AGAIN. But this time I don't want to let my big mouth run and tell him how much I feel for him. I just don't want another repeat of 2003. I am going to be 21 in 6 months and 20 days from now, by then I should get my act together and ask him to go to dinner with me and have a conversation with him and tell him ALMOST everything. I would do ALMOST everything and anything for this guy. Even though we have had our ups and downs this friendship and there was A LOT of changes made since then. Aside from my crush thing, I have been fighting this flu that I got from a co-worker on Friday. I don't feel like going to class tomorrow but I have to go. I have been motivating myself to get up and go no matter how sick I am. I just have been going to school and straight to work. I am loving that I get to drive and feel free (sorta) and not dependent on people to drive me places. Liz, could you please send some of your inspiration my way to start back writing some poetry. I have a write's blcok right now. As liz would say.. "much love kisses". I shall update when I come back from New York on Sunday. (hopefully)