FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!
It's not fair and it's so STUPID and completely WRONG and I HATE it!
He was a good man. He didn't deserve to die and certainly not in the way that he did.
I'm so tired and so sad and so everything and my stupid fucking body just wont respond to any of it.
Tomorrow we're cremating his body. Tomorrow is the last day I'll ever see my father whole again.
Yesterday was the last day I ever spoke to my father. And you know the last thing we ever said to each other was?
Me: "I love you, Dad."
Dad: "I love you, too."
Everything is so wrong and hurtful and no one deserves it.
It's not fair and it's so STUPID and completely WRONG and I HATE it!
He was a good man. He didn't deserve to die and certainly not in the way that he did.
I'm so tired and so sad and so everything and my stupid fucking body just wont respond to any of it.
Tomorrow we're cremating his body. Tomorrow is the last day I'll ever see my father whole again.
Yesterday was the last day I ever spoke to my father. And you know the last thing we ever said to each other was?
Me: "I love you, Dad."
Dad: "I love you, too."
Everything is so wrong and hurtful and no one deserves it.