Sorry i hate it when these get Emotional but I cant stop the flow

[asiagrarxkag]

Right now i just feel like crap...
At these times i use them for inspiration for deeper artstic scope...but right now i dont feel inspired just alone...

I feel alone like there is a void that is not being filled.
Worst part is that i am confused and dont know how to fill it.
I'm scared of what is permanent, and feel like i want the temporary,
But i kno that deep down cheaply filling it temporarily will not bring me
anything more than temporary joy which isnt real.

Sometimes I just wish someone was there....and sometimes...

I dont

YOU KNO