stuff in more detail
ok well me and neal are self explanatory cos i love him so much....just imagine a fairy tale and u have our relationship so ill go on to the stuff bout toni and alex
well back to new years, i told toni that i had done some stuff with her bf which neither of us were proud of and i thought it would be better if i did tell her. so after that she got really angry as anyone would and she didnt talk to me....that was fair enough and i didnt expect any less from her. on the contrary i thought she would sent evil sms's or emails to me for ages and wouldnt leave me alone.
i never expected that she would call.....but she did....and what she said wasnt mean....SHE WANTED TO BE FRIENDS AGAIN!!!!! weve been friends for 14 years and she didnt want to throw the friendship away. she also told me to act like it never happened. i went to see her soon after her call and pretended stuff didnt happen. after that she emails me and says things like: "things are weird between us and i dont think i can ever hang around u again becasue it isnt the same" and "i cant believe u didnt even pretend that it happened...it did happen so why couldnt u at least apologise???"
i thought this was quite strange and hypocrital so i told her what i thought bout it and she didnt speak to me for a few weeks. but eventually the calling started again. at first i didnt mind but soon she was calling me at neals house bcos i arent at home a lot of the time. we would mostly talk about girly stuff like sex and crap like that. but soon she started talking about her and marco's (her bfs) problems. i didnt know what the hell to say to that....it felt weird to be talking about her bf after me and him had some histroy together. one day i got sick of it and i wanted to spend time with neal for his birthday and so i told her i could talk and i hung up on her. she sms'ed saying
"the one time i get u alone and ur not distracted, u cant talk bcos u HAVE to spend ur time with ur bf like u do EVERY OTHER FRIGGIN DAY!!! THANX ALOT!"
things just steadily became worse after that. i told her why i felt weird about her talking about marco and i apologised etc and i thought we were friends again
two sundays ago she calls me again at my bfs house and asks me if i want to go to town with her and alex. alex has been my friend since reception and i havent seen her in ages but it was a lazy sunday and me and neal were watching the V8 supercars. i just couldnt be bothered going into town so i said no id rather watch the cars with neal. she was a bit pissed but i thought she would get over it
the following night i was on the net and alex comes on and says "why do u hate me?"
i tell her i dont hate her but i dislike the fact that she smokes, cheats on her bf, doesnt go to school, gets trashed everyday and acts like a skank. i know a lot of people that do a few of these things and i dont really have a problem with them but i do have a problem with alex becasue she happens to do ALL of them and has no goals in life.....i care for her and i dont want to see her waste her life. she tells me that she doenst think these are the reasons and so proceeds to tell me ive been a complete bitch and a whore ever since ive gone out with neal. i dont think she realises that my life actually has goals now and that im happy and in love. so she calls me a skank and logs off once she's told never to fuking bother her again.
i sms her and ask how the hell she has the nerve to call me a skank when shes the one cheating on her bfs....what will happen once she starts having sex????
i also sms'd toni asking her why she backstabbed me and why she bothers even trying to act nice
toni sent a sms back saying shes the victim becasue shes inbetween all of this and she doesnt know what happened. how could she not know is my question!!! alex doesnt know any of my friends except for toni so its obvious that toni has been talking to her. i told her this and i havent heard a reply since. im expecting to be left alone for about a month or two and then she'll eventually call like she always does.
anyways my arms are tired and i need to get some sleep as im staying up till about 2 or 3 tomorrow.
byes for now.
well back to new years, i told toni that i had done some stuff with her bf which neither of us were proud of and i thought it would be better if i did tell her. so after that she got really angry as anyone would and she didnt talk to me....that was fair enough and i didnt expect any less from her. on the contrary i thought she would sent evil sms's or emails to me for ages and wouldnt leave me alone.
i never expected that she would call.....but she did....and what she said wasnt mean....SHE WANTED TO BE FRIENDS AGAIN!!!!! weve been friends for 14 years and she didnt want to throw the friendship away. she also told me to act like it never happened. i went to see her soon after her call and pretended stuff didnt happen. after that she emails me and says things like: "things are weird between us and i dont think i can ever hang around u again becasue it isnt the same" and "i cant believe u didnt even pretend that it happened...it did happen so why couldnt u at least apologise???"
i thought this was quite strange and hypocrital so i told her what i thought bout it and she didnt speak to me for a few weeks. but eventually the calling started again. at first i didnt mind but soon she was calling me at neals house bcos i arent at home a lot of the time. we would mostly talk about girly stuff like sex and crap like that. but soon she started talking about her and marco's (her bfs) problems. i didnt know what the hell to say to that....it felt weird to be talking about her bf after me and him had some histroy together. one day i got sick of it and i wanted to spend time with neal for his birthday and so i told her i could talk and i hung up on her. she sms'ed saying
"the one time i get u alone and ur not distracted, u cant talk bcos u HAVE to spend ur time with ur bf like u do EVERY OTHER FRIGGIN DAY!!! THANX ALOT!"
things just steadily became worse after that. i told her why i felt weird about her talking about marco and i apologised etc and i thought we were friends again
two sundays ago she calls me again at my bfs house and asks me if i want to go to town with her and alex. alex has been my friend since reception and i havent seen her in ages but it was a lazy sunday and me and neal were watching the V8 supercars. i just couldnt be bothered going into town so i said no id rather watch the cars with neal. she was a bit pissed but i thought she would get over it
the following night i was on the net and alex comes on and says "why do u hate me?"
i tell her i dont hate her but i dislike the fact that she smokes, cheats on her bf, doesnt go to school, gets trashed everyday and acts like a skank. i know a lot of people that do a few of these things and i dont really have a problem with them but i do have a problem with alex becasue she happens to do ALL of them and has no goals in life.....i care for her and i dont want to see her waste her life. she tells me that she doenst think these are the reasons and so proceeds to tell me ive been a complete bitch and a whore ever since ive gone out with neal. i dont think she realises that my life actually has goals now and that im happy and in love. so she calls me a skank and logs off once she's told never to fuking bother her again.
i sms her and ask how the hell she has the nerve to call me a skank when shes the one cheating on her bfs....what will happen once she starts having sex????
i also sms'd toni asking her why she backstabbed me and why she bothers even trying to act nice
toni sent a sms back saying shes the victim becasue shes inbetween all of this and she doesnt know what happened. how could she not know is my question!!! alex doesnt know any of my friends except for toni so its obvious that toni has been talking to her. i told her this and i havent heard a reply since. im expecting to be left alone for about a month or two and then she'll eventually call like she always does.
anyways my arms are tired and i need to get some sleep as im staying up till about 2 or 3 tomorrow.
byes for now.