I feel so.

[asi_laydying]

i feel very wasted lately, not in the literal sense that i have been drinking or doing drugs but in the sense that my life is going nowhere fast. it feels as if everyone is moving on faster than me and I've been left behind in the dust trying to catch up. all friends have a special someone sept for me. thats a hard place to be. i just want to catch up i guess. i wish it would happen soon. but i don't know. i wish there was a way i could just not care and let it come to me but I don't really work like that. theres nothing more to do sept to keep my fingers crossed and keep a smile on my face. i miss being in the dorm room to. i miss not seeing my 3 best friends everyday. i loves those guys. but thats enough of me being upset tomorrow is thanksgiving and I do have things that I'm thankful for so heres my list this year

My 3 best friends
My other friends that I love dearly
Music
God
My Family
Life
Coffee
Driving randomly
Love

Love always,
Jared