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It is crashing down and it is not leaving. It is agonizing. I do not know what is going on inside my head. Fear happens. No one can understand, nor can I explain. The pain is too severe. I cry. The colors are not blending. It remains blank. Let it all drop off of me. Let me be wanted, needed, useful, loved, helpful. Let me be worth something. Help me to understand. Let the anger drain away, for I need the help. Let it all drop off. Let me refuse. Take what is wanted and leave the rest. Never let me leave though I want to go. It is crashing. It hurts. Comprehension is rare. I see one other, however hidden. Thunderstorms cannot represent. Held. Jealousy rages. I cry. It has fallen. Will it leave?