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Sober today. First dayin a long time.
That methadone is still sitting in my room, I didn't take it, and I wo't, but I can't throw it out..
I'm debating wether to break into the alcohol, 'cause I'm going crazy. This'll proally be the last entry I'll make for a while. I'm being removed frrom my parent's hoe here soon.
Proally tomarrow.
I'll be looking for a place to go..
So... if any of my friend could find it in their hearts to ask their parents.
Yeah.
I think I'm out of luck here again.
And it feels like my heart has just been ripped out of my chest.
And I've been crying since last night.
Not to mention let everyone down. So I'm stopping. Right here, right now. no more drugs. Sept some weed, because I couldn't do without.
No more.
I promise.
I have to go.
You guys all know my cell phone number.
409-2255
That methadone is still sitting in my room, I didn't take it, and I wo't, but I can't throw it out..
I'm debating wether to break into the alcohol, 'cause I'm going crazy. This'll proally be the last entry I'll make for a while. I'm being removed frrom my parent's hoe here soon.
Proally tomarrow.
I'll be looking for a place to go..
So... if any of my friend could find it in their hearts to ask their parents.
Yeah.
I think I'm out of luck here again.
And it feels like my heart has just been ripped out of my chest.
And I've been crying since last night.
Not to mention let everyone down. So I'm stopping. Right here, right now. no more drugs. Sept some weed, because I couldn't do without.
No more.
I promise.
I have to go.
You guys all know my cell phone number.
409-2255