Place of Hope And No Pain, Perfect Skies with No Rain...
Why do some things have to be so hard to say?
Why does it take people so long to realize that one decision can alter your whole reality?
When do you realize, after a making a 'wrong desicion', that the people who were never involved were effected by your choice for a different, distant life.
Lost and Confused 'you' continue with that choice you've made and live with it.
Fortunately there will be moments where you never want to separate.
The dream you've wished to turn to reality remains half true.
You take the other half, thought to be wasted, and turn it into something pure and timeless.
Something beyond your dreams and wishes.
What you cant seem to realize and comprehend is the shear fact that there lies a future that you know nothing of.
You take a chance while always wondering if it was the right choice.
Never stopping for a second, in between those thoughts, to ask yourself if you were happy.
Then reality hits and you realize the moments that you truely wanted to remain,
Have past before your eyes.
You wake up that one day and realize what you've done and who you've hurt.
It's just the same thing,
Everyday,
Every New Year,
Every Birthday.
You never forget what you've learned or heard from when you were young.
A part of life is experiencing and interpereting.
When you've reached something you wish to forget,
You block it away for the mean time.
But as you age you remember the very things you meant to hide and forget.
Things that you felt meant nothing to you and that you could never believe that would change your present and future.
When you lose all grasp of Hope, who do you turn to?
How do you know who is trustworthy in this world?
How do you find people who will listen and willingly spend their time with you discussing human emotions?
Where is home?
When you lose in a life situation and everything is gone, where do you go?
Who is there to care when life deals you a shitty hand?
Of course you have people to talk to but do you have people to take you back as you naturally were?
How do you explain to them that you were rudely mistaken into what you were promised?
How do you tell them that these mistakes were a ' lesson learned'?
How do even know when you have truely made a mistake?
It's been almost 2 months...
I still feel like it was just yesterday.
When he left it was just utterly bad timing.
I'm full of stress and am extremely vulnerable.
I'm easy to take at advantage of...
When and where are the turning points?
How do you tell them that you've had enough?
How do you tell him that this is your life and he should find his own?
How do you tell your bestfriend that your husband is sick of him being a leech?
How far does generosity really go?
Mine's been running for miles and years...
Come on People, Open up your eyes and look up to the people tha take care of you. You have an obligation.
I'm swimming and I can barely keep my head above water because of you.
You're drowning me.
Your constant need for Pot, Cigarettes, and video games is killing me and my marriage.
Now you tell me. What do I do about you. What do I do about your uselessness?
Remember that homeless guy we saw?
Get to It.